🦴Orobone🦴
@orobone.bsky.social
Negative Affirmations and Schizoposting
25 She/They 🏳️⚧️
Autistic
I draw rarely
🔞NSFW🔞
Free Palestine and free the world from the vile grip of capitalists colonizers
25 She/They 🏳️⚧️
Autistic
I draw rarely
🔞NSFW🔞
Free Palestine and free the world from the vile grip of capitalists colonizers
Accommodations will never be enough, there will always be too much going on, no one is going to save me, I'm going to be poor forever, and I get to watch the country decent even further into fascism. Lowkey just feel like cattle lol. Sorry for the doomer affirmations.
February 4, 2026 at 7:02 PM
Accommodations will never be enough, there will always be too much going on, no one is going to save me, I'm going to be poor forever, and I get to watch the country decent even further into fascism. Lowkey just feel like cattle lol. Sorry for the doomer affirmations.
Literally, its all just to make us less annoying to deal with and make us fit better into being a slave. Its either chemically numbing or gaslighting yourself but that doesn't get rid of the fact that we'll still suffer with the symptoms especially in a system that doesn't care about mental health.
February 4, 2026 at 7:02 PM
Literally, its all just to make us less annoying to deal with and make us fit better into being a slave. Its either chemically numbing or gaslighting yourself but that doesn't get rid of the fact that we'll still suffer with the symptoms especially in a system that doesn't care about mental health.
Also literally everytime somebody is talking just out of my ability to comprehend the words I assume they are talking about me. It always seems like people are laughing at me and congregating and facing my direction while they talk so they can point out everything wrong with me.
February 4, 2026 at 6:46 PM
Also literally everytime somebody is talking just out of my ability to comprehend the words I assume they are talking about me. It always seems like people are laughing at me and congregating and facing my direction while they talk so they can point out everything wrong with me.
Yeah, I am constantly ruminating about how everyone at my job are conspiring to get me fired and I feel unable to form relationships cause I feel like no one has a reason to connect with me. I even have this funny little phrase I say, "they're going to catch me outside and kill me."
February 4, 2026 at 6:46 PM
Yeah, I am constantly ruminating about how everyone at my job are conspiring to get me fired and I feel unable to form relationships cause I feel like no one has a reason to connect with me. I even have this funny little phrase I say, "they're going to catch me outside and kill me."
Never trust the corpos.
February 4, 2026 at 11:38 AM
Never trust the corpos.
I've been medicated and it was kinda helping but not enough to numb myself as much as they did and of course I fell off on appointments which means they just stop letting you get refills and let you die even though you're clearly mentally suffering.
February 4, 2026 at 11:34 AM
I've been medicated and it was kinda helping but not enough to numb myself as much as they did and of course I fell off on appointments which means they just stop letting you get refills and let you die even though you're clearly mentally suffering.
I have hypomanic like episodes but they don't always fit the criteria for bipolar, I tend to get fully lost in conspiracy theories, I have trouble socializing but never really fit into autism, I'm extremely paranoid, and I am socially isolated even online because I don't trust or understand people.
February 4, 2026 at 11:31 AM
I have hypomanic like episodes but they don't always fit the criteria for bipolar, I tend to get fully lost in conspiracy theories, I have trouble socializing but never really fit into autism, I'm extremely paranoid, and I am socially isolated even online because I don't trust or understand people.
No, the most I've done is research it, watch some videos of people with it, and looked at the r/schizotypal subreddit lol. I've been diagnosed with bipolar and told I might have bpd but those don't match what is wrong with me.
February 4, 2026 at 11:31 AM
No, the most I've done is research it, watch some videos of people with it, and looked at the r/schizotypal subreddit lol. I've been diagnosed with bipolar and told I might have bpd but those don't match what is wrong with me.
I've truly had it twice for 2 years each and I just fell behind. I'm incapable of the kind of growth normal people expect and want. I genuinely believe I might have schizotypal personality disorder and I don't know what the fuck to do about that.
February 3, 2026 at 6:09 PM
I've truly had it twice for 2 years each and I just fell behind. I'm incapable of the kind of growth normal people expect and want. I genuinely believe I might have schizotypal personality disorder and I don't know what the fuck to do about that.
Of course I want to stay alive but there is truly nothing here for me. Everyone is programmed, everything is conditional, opportunities will never show up at my doorstep and all I can do is isolate. If theres not going to be anybody to greet me with open arms why even try?
February 3, 2026 at 6:09 PM
Of course I want to stay alive but there is truly nothing here for me. Everyone is programmed, everything is conditional, opportunities will never show up at my doorstep and all I can do is isolate. If theres not going to be anybody to greet me with open arms why even try?
Of course I gotta tell ny family that I'm a tranny and see if they accept me and don't take away everything they currently provide to me. I'm too retarded to live in this world. I can't save myself. I'm unreliable. If my parents say anything unreasonable and mean they might have as well killed me.
February 3, 2026 at 12:07 PM
Of course I gotta tell ny family that I'm a tranny and see if they accept me and don't take away everything they currently provide to me. I'm too retarded to live in this world. I can't save myself. I'm unreliable. If my parents say anything unreasonable and mean they might have as well killed me.
My car is going to fail, my health is going to fail, my pipes are going to fail, my computer is going to fail, the government is going to fail, the economy is going to fail. To me is seems like it is genuinely over. There is nothing left and no dreams to follow. Only suffering remains.
February 3, 2026 at 12:05 PM
My car is going to fail, my health is going to fail, my pipes are going to fail, my computer is going to fail, the government is going to fail, the economy is going to fail. To me is seems like it is genuinely over. There is nothing left and no dreams to follow. Only suffering remains.
I've become so schizophrenic and scared of the world that I am genuinely about to spend the next year just getting ready to move back in with my family so I can finally have disposable income and be able to afford to live like a normal human being.
February 3, 2026 at 12:05 PM
I've become so schizophrenic and scared of the world that I am genuinely about to spend the next year just getting ready to move back in with my family so I can finally have disposable income and be able to afford to live like a normal human being.
If I go through a catastrophic event and lose everything and have to move back in to my parents while going through a period of suffering and I can't do it I will seek out easier options and my parents won't have to house my freeloading tranny ass anymore.
February 3, 2026 at 12:05 PM
If I go through a catastrophic event and lose everything and have to move back in to my parents while going through a period of suffering and I can't do it I will seek out easier options and my parents won't have to house my freeloading tranny ass anymore.
My bug out bag is just going to be a bottle of vodka, a bottle of dayquil, and 5000mg of benedryl. The vodka and dayquil is mostly there to make me fucked up enough to commit to it while also having compound effects.
February 3, 2026 at 12:05 PM
My bug out bag is just going to be a bottle of vodka, a bottle of dayquil, and 5000mg of benedryl. The vodka and dayquil is mostly there to make me fucked up enough to commit to it while also having compound effects.
So many people share this sentiment but the general public will never know cause they are no chronically online. They only get the opportunity to connect to other uneducated, indoctrinated, out of touch normies that uphold their own oppression.
February 3, 2026 at 11:51 AM
So many people share this sentiment but the general public will never know cause they are no chronically online. They only get the opportunity to connect to other uneducated, indoctrinated, out of touch normies that uphold their own oppression.
Sorry to the first group though you just haven't deprogrammed enough. You claim to hate the patriarchy but still hold beliefs in the systems they created. I say tear it all down. Everything is connected and intended to kill you if you don't participate. Wake up.
February 3, 2026 at 10:44 AM
Sorry to the first group though you just haven't deprogrammed enough. You claim to hate the patriarchy but still hold beliefs in the systems they created. I say tear it all down. Everything is connected and intended to kill you if you don't participate. Wake up.
And you have the dirty nasty ugly truecel goonettes that genuinely want to be loved but the patriarchy has made men too evil or made their lesbian crushes comphet. They wanna die, they don't want to work, they were failed by society. They usually actually woke and based instead of delusional.
February 3, 2026 at 10:44 AM
And you have the dirty nasty ugly truecel goonettes that genuinely want to be loved but the patriarchy has made men too evil or made their lesbian crushes comphet. They wanna die, they don't want to work, they were failed by society. They usually actually woke and based instead of delusional.
The only real problem we run into is who would represent us? Who is going to do foreign affairs and shit but our president and our congress are a bunch of bumbling fools so we could probably put qualified college educated people in those heavily restricted positions. Like ambassadors and shit.
February 3, 2026 at 10:15 AM
The only real problem we run into is who would represent us? Who is going to do foreign affairs and shit but our president and our congress are a bunch of bumbling fools so we could probably put qualified college educated people in those heavily restricted positions. Like ambassadors and shit.
But representative don't give a fuck about you. I think the only reason Mamdani exists is so he can get praise for being the most based politician that actually is liked by the working class (good problem to have).
February 3, 2026 at 10:15 AM
But representative don't give a fuck about you. I think the only reason Mamdani exists is so he can get praise for being the most based politician that actually is liked by the working class (good problem to have).
I feel like the only time we get an inch to progress its from actual citizens voting directly on an issue. Of course our representatives try to push back on them *cough cough Ohio legalization of recreational Marijuana*
February 3, 2026 at 10:15 AM
I feel like the only time we get an inch to progress its from actual citizens voting directly on an issue. Of course our representatives try to push back on them *cough cough Ohio legalization of recreational Marijuana*