my life is fucked up and im way behind on stuff but hey im working through it and getting to the stages of life i completely missed including studying for my ged and looking into college

i think one thing im set on is getting a car to go to places more for my tasks and to get to work in something that isnt my stepmom's sedan

been eyeing a 2015 mazda3, but ill start off with a shitbox so if i crash it, it wont cause me severe stress and pain of seeing such a beauty get broken :/

but still i wish i did better with handling the cash i got from art comms lol

but i need moolah to prepare my own life and get a car when i have a proper license
i dont really self indulge often with my own savings unless its a cheap item or drink

im okay as an adult now but still i cannot believe there wasnt enough guidance and i got driven to hell and back even before i knew about puberty