Okay, now that the worst 3 weeks for my mental health are over, I'm doubling down on my commitment to come back to streaming more often, December was a great experience/experiment, and brought my joy back to doing it. Have some other stuff going on in the background i.e trying to find work... pt.1

You ever feel forgotten even when surrounded by people? That's me lately. Sorry for all the sad posts lately. But I'm going through it and this is my only real outlet to get it out.

Stg if I dont get a call or email back from my work comp people in regards to getting transport for pt sorted out I'm gonna pop off, it's just annoying and I needed to whine.

For my friends who only see my stuff here. Shoulder surgery went well afaik, will be unable to use my arm for at least a few weeks as I heal. Goes without saying that streams are paused for the next little while I figure out what my work and pt are gonna look like. Will update as I know more.

Main story of MHW fully completed, only played for bits at a time when I could. Now to grind out for fashion 🤣 game has been fantastic imho

I've officially hit my limit. Life has had it's way with me and i forgot the safeword. I think a "vacation" is in order. Ifkyk

I'm often asked how I stay so calm friendly in most cases. It's because I've systematically killed off so many pieces of myself for the wrong people, and all that's left is rage and pain. And I refuse to let the people I interact with experience that. So I will always lead with kindness. 1/2

If you're gonna repost my stuff. First, thanks, I appreciate that you liked what I said enough to share it. But would it kill ya to also drop a follow? Lol. This is not directed to any of my followers here. Just general thoughts. 🤣

Can't wait to recover from this spinal surgery so I can get back to making things and content. But thats not feasible when I can't talk much and everything hurts. 😅 I'll get back to it soon.

Check on your "support" people this time of year. We are in fact, not okay.