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:: exploring my multidimensional nature 🌀
// a refugee from X & IG 💻
:: in late stage healing 🧘🏾‍♀️
// keeping my throat chakra & heart open 🗣️
:: 🐘🧜🏽‍♀️🦥✨💃🏾 all my parts roam freely here
Is there an inherent socio economic/class distinction disparity with human design? Are minorities or families that don’t come from pedigree less likely to know their birth time?
March 29, 2025 at 4:46 AM
Sometimes my body feels heavy & my mind feels slow
March 12, 2025 at 11:56 PM
sometimes I forget how good snickers ice cream is
March 6, 2025 at 6:30 AM
cannabis as needed

with intention sometimes

with “humility & responsible surrender” other times
February 28, 2025 at 6:20 AM
shrooms as needed.

I think a full “series” of microdosing would send me into psychosis. The quantum leaps would come too quickly without sufficient time to integrate
February 28, 2025 at 6:17 AM
The moon is like a hard drive
It’s a technology
February 27, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Not into group dynamics
Too fake
February 27, 2025 at 9:22 PM
Masking is needing to “pick a side” or who you are or find the “correct” way of being based on the scenario
February 27, 2025 at 9:19 PM
Indiscriminately leaking energy through allowing various “parts” to surface through your forward facing persona can be a form of self sabotage when you’re not in a safe space - for me unmasking is having full range of expression without fear or judgement or being outcasted.
February 27, 2025 at 9:18 PM
kept my promise to myself today & worked out
February 27, 2025 at 5:39 AM
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something i’ve learned from an “energetic” perspective about goals is to connect with the version of me who has already achieved the thing but what is missing from that is the importance of being with whatever is present in the moment of struggle because that discomfort is really the key
February 25, 2025 at 7:45 PM
35% productivity
30% efficiency
60% contentment
70% peace
February 26, 2025 at 6:26 AM
Shedding the guilt and shame I feel around having a partner

I was wounded by a friend being too jealous to support the relationship in the early stages and made sure I knew that

that wound became a gift in that now I can feel when others envy my joy and I steer clear of that type of witchcraft
February 22, 2025 at 3:23 PM
An I going into mumu season?
February 22, 2025 at 5:11 AM
Twin flame shit broke my brain but it also freed me in the deepest way

If that’s the price I have to pay so be it
February 22, 2025 at 5:07 AM
The weight of loving someone who loves a certain version of you well but doesn’t have the capacity to know or love ALL of you can be heavy

But abandoning friendships is like squandering wealth

It’s best to grow up and love one another where you can and nourish your other “parts” independently
February 22, 2025 at 5:02 AM
I cherish my 3D relationships. The ones with people who are more physical and “accepting” than spiritual & deeply questioning

H o w e v e r

I can only take them in doses because half the time I’m in the ether & the astral realm making sense of and integrating this human experience
February 22, 2025 at 5:00 AM
Shopping doesn’t excite or fulfill me in any way
February 22, 2025 at 4:53 AM
Self reflection:
When I share what’s not going well in my life with others is it a form of manipulation?

Is it because there’s power in being pitied? & power in appearing weak?

Can I forgo than in favor of more sincere connection?
February 21, 2025 at 11:24 PM
The next 10 years are dedicated to me doing everything I can to be who I say I am
February 21, 2025 at 11:12 AM
An avid journaler since 3rd grade
Avid tweeter since 2010
Xanga MySpace Ringo Tumblr FB IG sprinkled in between
It would be scary and cool to see a composite of all my writings
February 21, 2025 at 11:10 AM
My adrenals will remain in tact
February 21, 2025 at 11:08 AM
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Some of my work passwords expired and i'm thinking about just quitting rather than think up new ones.
February 20, 2025 at 6:27 PM
Looking back on the way I was ostracized & psychically attacked for being on the spectrum without realizing it - How can I hold anything against others? If I can forgive myself for the ways in which I’ve navigated life surfing through the quirks - I can forgive them

This does not mean reengagement
February 21, 2025 at 10:59 AM
What books should I be buying right now?
February 21, 2025 at 10:38 AM