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OOC thoughts. ✨️
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Hard to scream in the void when this is public.
Sick af I just want my man.
April 9, 2025 at 11:51 PM
Is it wierd that I cant get into poppy because I know the whole mars argo stuff?

Like i get the ick when I see poppy even if she isn't w Sinclair anymore.
April 3, 2025 at 7:24 PM
I love my boyfriend so much. 😳
February 11, 2025 at 9:28 PM
Another day of realizing ...
February 8, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Empty.
February 2, 2025 at 7:58 AM
Scared voicing how I feel on here because I'm scared he'll find my account and read everything.
February 1, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I just feel really empty lately or unwanted or like... idk.
February 1, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Suffocating.
January 31, 2025 at 1:16 PM
I feel this tearing me from the inside. I won't ever tell him though because ... i don't want to stress him out.
January 31, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I don't want to be cute. I want you to find me attractive.
January 31, 2025 at 1:14 PM
I just always feel so unattractive.
January 28, 2025 at 9:54 PM
Meow.
January 23, 2025 at 1:41 PM
Date nights are healing.
January 17, 2025 at 3:16 AM
Don't know where we stand at the moment.
January 16, 2025 at 10:31 PM
Sleeping tonight is rough.
January 16, 2025 at 9:07 AM
January 16, 2025 at 5:56 AM
I always have a fear about voicing how I feel because I'm scared that people will realize that I'm not worth the effort or compromise.

And now that I actually did it, because I thought I could trust someone. It feels like I upset them and that they'll tell me I'm no longer worth it.
January 15, 2025 at 9:52 PM
Vomiting
January 15, 2025 at 9:25 PM
It's a little hard. Voicing my thoughts and then getting attacked for having them. Then being told it's okay to voice them. But I don't want to feel bad for having them.
January 15, 2025 at 3:32 PM
My minds so fucked up.
January 15, 2025 at 9:28 AM
I literally can't breathe and I feel a hole bruning through my stomach
January 15, 2025 at 8:01 AM
I'm going to have an anxiety attack.
January 15, 2025 at 8:00 AM
Goodnight 👍
January 15, 2025 at 8:00 AM
Sqwuak.
January 15, 2025 at 8:00 AM
I don't know what to do anymore.
January 14, 2025 at 9:47 PM