vent over needed to get thoughts out. probably should have just used notepad

like its on me i didnt talk to anyone and idk i just feel like such a outsider now and like ugg. I wish so very much that i could go back and kick myself into at least talking.

idk i still wanna be around and enjoy the community. ive met some amazing folks but feel like have like dropped the friendships out of just being reclused forever and not wanting to talk to anyone or even post art.

Just need to vent somewhere and being so much smaller here makes it easier. Still public and feel like I'm attention seeking but idk man the brain is fuckin dumb