For real, and the fact that it affected MULTIPLE zines (I think 3 that I ordered, plus more) is so heartbreaking, because it really seems like enthusiasm for BNHA zines has suffered from that experience.

I'm glad too. Honestly it sucks how much merch didn't make it in, and part of me thinks I should have just held out for a refund, especially since I had to pay again for shipping, but I'm not gonna let myself regret it and I'm gonna enjoy this planner as much as I can

You don't have to delete it

I do have supportive people around me and most days I think I'm doing pretty good. And once my insurance kicks back in I can start up therapy again which I'm sure will help.

I appreciate your kind words though, very much. Thank you :)

Would be cutting out gluten.

I mean hell, if I could have just convinced her to TRY for a MONTH, we would have been able to tell enough to get her tested.

But I didn't want to force her to give up food she liked when I wasn't sure. And I've been carrying that guilt for a year and a half.

Might have had it for well over a year before she passed, and I told her it was a possibility. But she didn't want to eat gluten free. She didn't want to even try gluten free options.

And I didn't argue hard enough for it. I should have. I was in charge of the damn menu, I should have told her we

12 hours, and I argued and begged them to keep her and they refused.

And you might be thinking "that's not your fault". But if I had argued harder, or told the doctors what I THOUGHT was killing her, she might have had a chance.

Because I'm positive that what killed her was celiac. I suspected she

The day she passed.

Because the official paperwork says she passed from COVID complications, and no matter how hard I fought the doctors at Emory over it, they sent her home to die.

They sent her home despite the fact that she had multiple instances of dangerously low blood glucose in less than

"Oh right. Lemme just pull up my serial killers at large phone book."

"Mean, Kacchan."

One time Izuku walks in on Katsuki watching True Crime videos about famous serial killers, and he gets so offended. "Why are you watching that garbage?"

"Research. These are the greats, yknow? Lots of horror flicks are based on these guys"

"But these guys got CAUGHT. You shouldnt learn from them."

Now and then Katsuki texts Izuku with hypotheticals. Just the most off the wall scenarios that pop into his overactive mind at two in the morning.

Izuku always answers right away with a big info dump. Katsuki doesn't know where he gets his information and he doesn't ask. It feels impolite.

How the killer would have gotten out. It's a stupidly elaborate scene and he's lamenting to Izuku one day about how "it's a perfect setup but there's no way I'm getting out of it alive so I have to figure out a new plan I guess"

The next day Izuku messages him with a long, detailed solution.