I was so sure I was going to romance Astarion or Wyll, then I saw Gale's sad puppy eyes and I just... it's not fair, man. *And* he has a winged ca- I mean Tressym? Doubly not fair to have a furry friend.

*new places -- not bee places. But she would also like to see bees. She likes bees. Hate not catching my spelling mistakes.

Fuck capitalism. Fuck billionaires. Fuck bigots. Fuck genocide. Fuck conservatives. Fuck ICE. Fuck the police. Fuck this whole system that abuses and exploits ppl whove done nothing wrong and just want to live their damned lives.

This system isnt built for humans.

This is all just a self-pity party probably bc of hormones... but it's still shit.

On top of all that, a*i nonsense, unfettered capitalism, wars, genocides, hate...

Im working hard to find joy. I continue to create, its like breathing to me... but its hard to breathe sometimes -- and I'm safer than most ppl I know! I have a warm home and parents who support me...

I'm just... I'm almost 30yrs old. I thought if I made it this far I'd be living in a small studio apartment in the city with my cat working at a cafe and doing my art. But Im living in my parents basement bc I was too nice to ppl who never returned the favour in a world that wasnt made for my brain.