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17 , Physically Disabled , AuDHD , C-PTSD , Biploar , Traumagenic System + possible other disorders
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TWs : Abuse , Suicide , Manipulation , Intrusive Thoughts , Derealization , SH , SA , Paranoia , Other similar things

DNI : Proship/Paras , SHED accounts , Anti self DX , NOT FOLLOWING MAIN , Basic DNI

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I feel so sick. We are starving, school sucks, i feel like our best friend hates us rn. I mean fair ig. Im so hungry. And i feel so guilty for everything right now. I feel so guilty asking for food and like we are just being a leech and we should just stop being lazy and make our own meals
April 30, 2025 at 4:25 PM
august is such a trauma month for us for real lmao. why all the bad shit happen in august. CONSITENTLY. i think every year something happens.
April 27, 2025 at 1:47 AM
Dissociation, childhood trauma give me nausea. Remembering and not remembering at the same time. Brain hurts
April 27, 2025 at 1:10 AM
Our parents are arguing, we are stressed as all hell, rapid switching, wanna cry. Our mom is PISSED and yelling.
April 19, 2025 at 9:39 PM
Hey mom why are we talking about the person who saed us !! Idc if its his birthday and he just turned 18!we haven’t talked about him in months or years! Doesn’t help that there are pictures of him with us everywhere in our house.
April 19, 2025 at 2:43 PM
I feel sick and lightheaded honestly, not in a sick way but in a god brain moment way
April 3, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Sometimes i forget we get triggered by things until it happens

I love seeing a classmates fresh sh and deep scars by accident .

Like we don’t really like them, but they definitely have some shit going on and i feel bad. But also now we feel really shit
April 3, 2025 at 7:40 PM
"hey making us wake up way earlier to the point we cant function is a really annoying and really unreasonable part of this punishment."

"Stop taking out your frustration on us. what if you have a job? you need to just get over it and learn to wake up early"

oh ok fuck me then
April 1, 2025 at 10:22 PM
Our mom try not to get pissed at us over small things challenge impossible

God forbid we do the thing you complain that we never do and dont want to make a meaningless change to how we do something simply bc you dont like it
April 1, 2025 at 12:39 PM
Found out more of ohr stuff got replaced with diet without us knowing. Parents bought us all sugar free sweet tea (one of our main comfort drinks having atleast 1 a day) and we didn’t notice bc the different taste though it was just different brand
March 30, 2025 at 2:06 PM
The mom: god why do you never want to eat. Eat leftovers why do you not eat

The mom when we eat: god you are such a slob. You aren’t allowed to eat that, that was mine. I shouldnt have to tell you it was mine you should just know. God you just eat so much take smaller bites. *buys only diet food*
March 27, 2025 at 12:44 AM
Love when i remember randomly that the mom has said to our face many times there have been many times she’s wanted to kill us and how shes had to stop herself beating the shit out of us many times

So healthy safe behavior. And she thinks shes an amazing mother for “not giving in”
March 25, 2025 at 8:37 PM
Teacher is arguing students shouldn’t have phones at school and could be banned bc if there was a shooting a phone would just distract you. I feel fucking sick.
March 24, 2025 at 3:54 PM
starting to think being bullied and isolated all our childhood. All our old friends being abusive and unsafe to be around, and just constantly being mistreated by people is kinda messing with our perception of relationships.
March 23, 2025 at 3:48 PM
Sucks when you want to love your parents but they do so much shit. You want to have a relationship but they are hurting you and not trying. They say they want ti get better but yet dont change. I forget good parents exist until someone else talks about things their parents do
March 20, 2025 at 9:14 PM
the evil is getting to me (extreme paranoia and intrusive thoughts) wow so fun so amazing. i love thinking that our dog is dead. i love thinking someone is following us home. i love thinking everyone hates us. i love when brain says horrible shit about people and screams slurs and makes me feel shit
March 19, 2025 at 2:10 AM
There is no excuse for hitting children. Spanking is still hitting. Infact for us it was always worse than any other hitting bc
1: parents didnt see it as hitting so they hit very hard
2: being taught no one should touch that area without permission then the people violating that being a parent.
March 18, 2025 at 12:31 PM
Thinking violent intrusive thoughts about a friend wanting to kill them when they didnt do anything wrong is an experience. Wtf is wrong with me
March 17, 2025 at 12:42 PM
Brain keeps telling me one of our friends is watching and following us. And i dont want to be an asshole but I really dont like them right now and im pissed and they haven’t even “done anything” . Its so FUCKING annoying being their only real support and where they can unmask (theyve said this to us
March 17, 2025 at 12:39 PM
OH MY GOD. people in fucking discord server have me ripping out my hair. tell me why someone was describing a live murder happening and a dead body in general. and us as a mod asking the other mods like "hey wth can we DO Something bc this is against the rules" and i get told "ph they need help"
March 17, 2025 at 2:48 AM
i wish we had a binder so bad. today walked past a mirror and saw we had tits and almost cried lowkey. get these things OFF. dysphoria has been so bad recently :( for alot of us.
March 17, 2025 at 2:08 AM
And today the realization of “oh shit we are moving out. And we will be able to cut off our family” came up and its so STRESSFUL.
March 17, 2025 at 1:29 AM
Dissociation hit hard. Today was really bad guys. Like holy shit. I mean it could have been worse ig but something really bad happened every new thing we did
March 17, 2025 at 1:28 AM
PLEASE READ

TWs : Abuse , Suicide , Manipulation , Intrusive Thoughts , Derealization , SH , SA , Paranoia , Other similar things

DNI : Proship/Paras , SHED accounts , Anti self DX , NOT FOLLOWING MAIN , Basic DNI

This is a vent only acc.
March 17, 2025 at 12:52 AM