good god having the drool stream down onto your own cock and body is crazy even though it's a huge fucking mess to deal with afterward

im so mad that i usually find journaling each day difficult to be consistent about but ohhh if i suck on some silicone to jack it suddenly im as diligent as lab chemist noting my observations

also again about that salt-suppresses-gag thing. i think maybe it tricks my brain into thinking it's actually food. it's hilarious. i'm seasoning the cock! it makes the dildo taste good! i'd be laughing if i wasn't plugging up my throat

i already knew you needed to go on an empty stomach but now i realize it's truly essential

i bought a bigger dildo that was actually slightly thicker but HA i can still swallow most of it

so was no one going to tell me salt on the to suppresses the gag reflex

tonight i am delighted to inform you all that once you get good enough at sucking cock you do in fact get a g-spot somewhere down your throat

the throatslime goes crazy thats the main thing i gotta learn how to manage so i dont gag on it
mainly if i get any bubbles down my throat, that ends up making me gag

oh my god it just gets better
who wouldve thought a skill becomes more enjoyable the better you got at it

i just needed to let the void know that i FINALLY managed to throatfuck myself on a dildo today and I'm feeling weirdly proud about it. it was stupid fucking hot besides, but i also just feel really good about it, like i learned a new skill. like cmon guys im ready to be someones boywife already