I'm not fully okay, while I still have trauma hanging over me. But it's becoming easier to manage now. I'm starting to function despite it, rather than use it as an excuse for my behaviours.

I'm becoming happier. And I want to build on this momentum through the next year.

(4/4)

I went through a lot of shit in 2024 that stopped me enjoying streaming, and I ended up ditching the idea of returning as old username. I might stream under pen name, who knows?

But with everything happening, I ended up in therapy, and I've learned to sus out the patterns of my spirals.

(3/4)

I don't blame them for it. While I am incredibly sorry for my actions (I was a dick), I don't want to disrupt their safe space. I just wish them the best in their future endeavours.

Instead I turned my attention to writing, and I'm at the point where I want to really focus on that next year.

(2/4)

The context? I am PMSing, was too warm, and I misplaced my leggings

oh this is on top of ruining my graduation ceremony, trying to cause issues between me and my partner, even going as far as to try to isolate me, choosing to believe his own lies and then making me apologise for them, and making me dread going over to my mum's whenever we have to

Exactly, the gym will be quieter in February 🤣