i had a mental breakdown again today
just the idea that things might not go my way..
its been over a week and i didn't do any progress
soon i'll just end up being on the streets..
why is life so not fair

Hey, things weren't so bad today
people were actually there for me
but i wonder if that will change in the future and they'll all just leave..

no friends, no family
and soon im going to lose my last hope and the only thing that's keeping me here rn, all because of how stupid and weird i am..

Sometimes i wonder if maybe im just a loser and i deserve everything im going through

happy friday

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