reagan 🐧 (4/56)
@penguindoll.bsky.social
26,5'0🥲
hw:🐷 cw: ?? ugw:94
hw:🐷 cw: ?? ugw:94
talked my mom into going go the movies tmr after the parade so i just need to not eat before the movies + we'll get popcorn but ill just hopefully control myself and so ill be able to fast until dinner 😊
November 27, 2025 at 5:38 AM
talked my mom into going go the movies tmr after the parade so i just need to not eat before the movies + we'll get popcorn but ill just hopefully control myself and so ill be able to fast until dinner 😊
oh my god??? i cant believe ive never seen this before
November 27, 2025 at 5:34 AM
oh my god??? i cant believe ive never seen this before
i kno im too far gone in the head bc ppl are freaking the fuck out over ag and ca and how 'emaciated' they apparently look but like.....first off they are soo goals second.....they could get muchhh skinnier.....like you would think they were deathspo fighting for their lives the way ppl are acting
November 26, 2025 at 6:41 PM
i kno im too far gone in the head bc ppl are freaking the fuck out over ag and ca and how 'emaciated' they apparently look but like.....first off they are soo goals second.....they could get muchhh skinnier.....like you would think they were deathspo fighting for their lives the way ppl are acting
ive been so depressed and suicidal since like aug and i feel like such a fat fuck it makes me not want to leave the house ever :/
November 24, 2025 at 10:29 PM
ive been so depressed and suicidal since like aug and i feel like such a fat fuck it makes me not want to leave the house ever :/
also hi im back
November 24, 2025 at 9:46 PM
also hi im back
the amount of just random ppl talking about eds all time these days is so triggering
November 24, 2025 at 9:44 PM
the amount of just random ppl talking about eds all time these days is so triggering
going to fast for as long as i can today. just need a reset
August 24, 2025 at 2:46 PM
going to fast for as long as i can today. just need a reset
what if i spent the rest of the year just getting the hottest i can be and then kill myself on new years
June 18, 2025 at 12:22 AM
what if i spent the rest of the year just getting the hottest i can be and then kill myself on new years
ive been losing weight pretty consistently lately but its truly just bc ive been too depressed and apathetic to eat lol
June 17, 2025 at 11:04 PM
ive been losing weight pretty consistently lately but its truly just bc ive been too depressed and apathetic to eat lol
...............hey yall
June 15, 2025 at 4:01 PM
...............hey yall
like ive been having the worst urges all day and honestly dont know what im gonna do when i get home lol
April 29, 2025 at 7:39 PM
like ive been having the worst urges all day and honestly dont know what im gonna do when i get home lol
ngl lol the only reason i havent sh today is bc i forgot to put my extra blade back in my purse when i cleaned it out last 🤪
April 29, 2025 at 7:38 PM
ngl lol the only reason i havent sh today is bc i forgot to put my extra blade back in my purse when i cleaned it out last 🤪
took a double dose of my pain meds bout to pass the fuck out <3
April 29, 2025 at 2:38 AM
took a double dose of my pain meds bout to pass the fuck out <3
if yall ever wanted to get rid of mental hunger/food noise just get your wisdom teeth removed TRUST that eating will be the last thing you want to do <3
April 29, 2025 at 1:24 AM
if yall ever wanted to get rid of mental hunger/food noise just get your wisdom teeth removed TRUST that eating will be the last thing you want to do <3
my wisdom teeth are impacted :)) my face hurts so bad :))
April 21, 2025 at 7:53 PM
my wisdom teeth are impacted :)) my face hurts so bad :))
had a mini mental breakdown but im back :)
April 20, 2025 at 10:46 PM
had a mini mental breakdown but im back :)
bad news: still havent had a chance to talk to my mom bc my father is somehow always home at the same time as her now :)
good news: my stress has now caused me to become too nauseous to even stress eat so i guess its impromptu fasting time <3
good news: my stress has now caused me to become too nauseous to even stress eat so i guess its impromptu fasting time <3
April 16, 2025 at 8:33 PM
bad news: still havent had a chance to talk to my mom bc my father is somehow always home at the same time as her now :)
good news: my stress has now caused me to become too nauseous to even stress eat so i guess its impromptu fasting time <3
good news: my stress has now caused me to become too nauseous to even stress eat so i guess its impromptu fasting time <3
im getting back on track today if it fucking kills me
April 16, 2025 at 5:49 PM
im getting back on track today if it fucking kills me
another bad day :) havent had the chance to talk to my mom and the anxiety is causing me to stress eat :))
April 16, 2025 at 1:21 AM
another bad day :) havent had the chance to talk to my mom and the anxiety is causing me to stress eat :))
what the fuck?? i literally ate above maintenance yesterday???
April 15, 2025 at 5:39 PM
what the fuck?? i literally ate above maintenance yesterday???
had the worst most embarrassing day. dont even want to post it. too many cals not enought protein or steps just fat fucking gluttony. my period + the fucking news about my dad just fucked me over. kms :)
April 15, 2025 at 3:45 AM
had the worst most embarrassing day. dont even want to post it. too many cals not enought protein or steps just fat fucking gluttony. my period + the fucking news about my dad just fucked me over. kms :)
stress eating :(( someone KILL ME
April 14, 2025 at 6:41 PM
stress eating :(( someone KILL ME
just found out my fucking father is cheating on my mom again bc my fucking coworker is in one of those 'are we dating the same guy' fb pages and some lady posted him :)))
April 14, 2025 at 4:58 PM
just found out my fucking father is cheating on my mom again bc my fucking coworker is in one of those 'are we dating the same guy' fb pages and some lady posted him :)))