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I’d very much like to be able to stop crying soon. I’m so very tired.
January 2, 2026 at 2:16 PM
I’d very much like to be able to stop crying soon. I’m so very tired.
Had a wonderful new year present - a long zero emotions cold therapy speak text explaining why she can’t date me because of her stuff. That’s two and a half years of supporting her, and she’d only just told her daughter (who was fine) and she’s basically run away when we got to the fun easy bit.
January 1, 2026 at 1:28 PM
Had a wonderful new year present - a long zero emotions cold therapy speak text explaining why she can’t date me because of her stuff. That’s two and a half years of supporting her, and she’d only just told her daughter (who was fine) and she’s basically run away when we got to the fun easy bit.
Well, my relationship is still in limbo with no contact. I’ve got through Christmas and new year (which were frankly grim) and now I’ve got to get through my birthday this weekend. Am distracting myself as best I can, but basically my person is hurting and I miss them horribly.
January 1, 2026 at 9:44 AM
Well, my relationship is still in limbo with no contact. I’ve got through Christmas and new year (which were frankly grim) and now I’ve got to get through my birthday this weekend. Am distracting myself as best I can, but basically my person is hurting and I miss them horribly.
God this is so hard. I feel like I’m in some kind of bad dream 😢
December 28, 2025 at 8:07 PM
God this is so hard. I feel like I’m in some kind of bad dream 😢
I’ve done the put a happy face on and go and have lunch at parents. And now I’m just very tired and very very sad and confused. Thank god for cats.
December 25, 2025 at 7:37 PM
I’ve done the put a happy face on and go and have lunch at parents. And now I’m just very tired and very very sad and confused. Thank god for cats.
Finally some good news about Cash. His heart function was much improved. Blood tests also much better. Looks like he had myocarditis which has resolved. He’s still got some changes to the muscle so he needs another scan in six months, but it’s so much more positive than it was. So relieved.
December 19, 2025 at 5:29 PM
Finally some good news about Cash. His heart function was much improved. Blood tests also much better. Looks like he had myocarditis which has resolved. He’s still got some changes to the muscle so he needs another scan in six months, but it’s so much more positive than it was. So relieved.
Cash has gone for a heart scan today to see the progression of the disease. Not particularly looking forward to the results
December 19, 2025 at 12:22 PM
Cash has gone for a heart scan today to see the progression of the disease. Not particularly looking forward to the results
Another hard day in relationship limbo. So much sadness.
December 18, 2025 at 5:04 PM
Another hard day in relationship limbo. So much sadness.
It would be really nice if at some point everything stopped tasting like cardboard and the big lump in my throat that makes eating seem impossible went away soon. 😢
December 17, 2025 at 7:57 PM
It would be really nice if at some point everything stopped tasting like cardboard and the big lump in my throat that makes eating seem impossible went away soon. 😢
Life is hard now. Going through a pause in a long term relationship which may be temporary but could quite well be forever. It’s nothing to do with me and I’m absolutely heartbroken.
December 14, 2025 at 10:32 AM
Life is hard now. Going through a pause in a long term relationship which may be temporary but could quite well be forever. It’s nothing to do with me and I’m absolutely heartbroken.
Bonfire night - the perfect time for me to get a mega headache 🤔🤦🏼♀️
November 5, 2025 at 4:18 PM
Bonfire night - the perfect time for me to get a mega headache 🤔🤦🏼♀️
Seem to have entered the world of being 90% retired at the age of 48. Not exactly what I had wanted or expected from life, but body says hard no and I’m lucky I can get the help to make it happen. Meh!
October 26, 2025 at 11:23 AM
Seem to have entered the world of being 90% retired at the age of 48. Not exactly what I had wanted or expected from life, but body says hard no and I’m lucky I can get the help to make it happen. Meh!
Beautiful three legged, slightly stoned on gabapentin foster boy. ❤️
October 21, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Beautiful three legged, slightly stoned on gabapentin foster boy. ❤️
Has anyone got any spare energy? Need to pick up a three legged cat from the vets and learn how to care for it. Currently in bed feeling like death …
October 10, 2025 at 12:32 PM
Has anyone got any spare energy? Need to pick up a three legged cat from the vets and learn how to care for it. Currently in bed feeling like death …
No owner found so this boy is coming to me to recover from having his back leg amputated
October 8, 2025 at 10:12 AM
No owner found so this boy is coming to me to recover from having his back leg amputated
Today has been a take your cat (Cash) in for a heart scan because of a murmur picked up years ago, to find out he now has three new things wrong with his heart. So now we wait for some other test results and no ear removal as he’s a high anaesthetic risk. 😢
October 6, 2025 at 5:50 PM
Today has been a take your cat (Cash) in for a heart scan because of a murmur picked up years ago, to find out he now has three new things wrong with his heart. So now we wait for some other test results and no ear removal as he’s a high anaesthetic risk. 😢
Too nervy for more than quick cuddles but he loves to be near me. Sweet boy ❤️
October 6, 2025 at 2:34 PM
Too nervy for more than quick cuddles but he loves to be near me. Sweet boy ❤️
Latest subscription Lego ….
September 16, 2025 at 7:07 AM
Latest subscription Lego ….
Cash has precancerous cells all the way down his ear, so needs to have whole of the white ear removed and perhaps part of the other one. Also needs heart scan before he has the op. Have to put cat sun screen on his ears and nose every day even in winter 😭
September 12, 2025 at 2:14 PM
Cash has precancerous cells all the way down his ear, so needs to have whole of the white ear removed and perhaps part of the other one. Also needs heart scan before he has the op. Have to put cat sun screen on his ears and nose every day even in winter 😭
Breakfast in bed …
July 20, 2025 at 8:37 AM
Breakfast in bed …
Ugh. Just got back from vets with Philip for vaccinations. Then put the guineas out and realised Vinnie is breathing weird. Heard him choking on something this morning, so checked his mouth but couldn’t see anything. So I’m now going back to the vets - sweaty and knackered 🤦🏼♀️
June 12, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Ugh. Just got back from vets with Philip for vaccinations. Then put the guineas out and realised Vinnie is breathing weird. Heard him choking on something this morning, so checked his mouth but couldn’t see anything. So I’m now going back to the vets - sweaty and knackered 🤦🏼♀️
Latest Lego subscription build. She’s magnificent!
May 15, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Latest Lego subscription build. She’s magnificent!
Off to vets this afternoon with boy kitten who tried to die the other day. Now got a horrible eye infection 🤦🏼♀️
May 12, 2025 at 10:54 AM
Off to vets this afternoon with boy kitten who tried to die the other day. Now got a horrible eye infection 🤦🏼♀️
Kitten doing better today. However now taking pen cat to vets as he’s quite unwell. Which is just what I felt like doing given i had counselling this morning 😳😳😳
May 7, 2025 at 1:08 PM
Kitten doing better today. However now taking pen cat to vets as he’s quite unwell. Which is just what I felt like doing given i had counselling this morning 😳😳😳
Got another fading kitten 😕
May 6, 2025 at 11:07 AM
Got another fading kitten 😕