dont look at that

I've only had this account for what, 6+ years lmao

this thing is already so cool I hope the artist is also cool with my notes

I don't have the confidence in myself to do half the things I want to do. I'm afraid that I don't have what it takes and that I'll fail again. and college is a big thing to fail twice!

but. if I don't try. then I won't ever know. THIS IS HARD

will delve deeper probably tomorrow but I don't have it in me to deep dive rn

it means my budget is looking lean this month bc I didn't plan for this in sept... so using what's left from sept and not touching anything I make this month until november is going to be a little tricky!! but so worth it on the other side. I feel like I actually have a plan bc I DO!!!! :3

some of my hours are flexible and also things happen! might be sick/away from work and then suddenly I don't have money that I need or spent (expecting to make it back). so. now what I make in september is what I spend in october, what I make in oct is what I spend in nov, etc etc

finally took a look n got myself set up to use last month's earnings for this month's spending!! which I've been wanting to do for a while. Hate the 'make this month spend this month' bc I feel like I'm always running behind n also have no idea what I'll even have to spend bc

<3 we're all in this bitch together!!!

I'm very happy with it!! It needs a little more cleaning up. I got rid of a line I wish I could bring back, so maybe I'll make a larger v2?