Like I'm supposed to want to trust ANYONE with my feelings again! There's no fucking point!

But maybe that's my fault for thinking I could be nice to people and NOT want to fuck them right?? Surely it's all my fault in the end

Like I'm all for taking accountability when I fuck up, but I didn't even do anything wrong by ANY STANDARDS!

SO WHY AM I THE ONE WHO GETS BITCHED AT AND WHY AM I THE ONE IN THE WRONG FOR EXPRESSING I'M UPSET

like what's the point of having a mouth to say you're upset when I get beat down for it?