all of this shit is made up in our HEADS which is what makes it even more mind-boggling. we don’t have to live like this!!!!

i keep thinking “we literally don’t have to live like this” with 99% of things in life. and given that we do anyway, it just makes everything feel meaningless. and quite frankly i think you have to be stupid to not acknowledge that at this point. shit is meaningless

and i hate that i can’t be honest, as i want to be, without immediately putting people on the alert to put me in a psych ward. we live in a fucking society

i need money so fucking badly man

tired of feeling so lost

as long as i am “me” i’m meant to fail