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Lexi 💜🌸
@pkmntrainerlexi.bsky.social
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Live your life bruh.

29 y/o gender-fucky nerd
She/her I guess?
Idk if Ill ever really get NSFW, but its a distinct possibility.
Minors DNI 🚫, 18+

(Banner cred: @Higeeeeeeeeee8K)
Its ok! I still have people online i can talk to and relate to and i have my therapist as well. And tbh, the inability to talk about it and having to keep it secret is motivating me to be a lot more open about it so honestly its not all bad!

I could definitely go for a good soup tho
December 13, 2025 at 4:36 AM
Yeaa since moving ive made plenty of friends at work, but even thats a different dynamic than just regular ol friends. Plus, i couldnt talk to any of them about the stuff thats usually bothering me cuz im closeted and terrified to tell 99% of them anything about it 😅
December 13, 2025 at 2:16 AM
Honestly i dont like being called hot/attractive when im boymoding. Like i dont wanna be boy hot i wanna be girl hot >:(

But also people like to use "But youre so attractive as a guy!" As an argument against you being trans and thats blood boiling
December 13, 2025 at 2:12 AM
It does suck when all the people you can really go to for support and whatnot with this stuff are online. Dont get me wrong, online friends are wonderful, but sometimes you really need the presence of a friend.

Even my IRL friends are online friends atp cuz i moved 1000 miles away from home
December 13, 2025 at 2:09 AM
Posted this and then 10 seconds later i heard a human growl through the wall and the music turned off

Which one of you is it 👀
December 12, 2025 at 5:25 AM
SIKE Im hot af ofc i was feeling myself
December 11, 2025 at 4:58 AM
I know. I dont want to get into it too much here but things did get a lot better, but unfortunately its looking like there will always be a limit. Things will unfold how theyre meant to but im stronger now and much more willing to stand up for myself when i need to
December 8, 2025 at 7:13 AM
Ive been making steps towards it every day 😌
December 8, 2025 at 7:11 AM
This place is really helping me find who i am and who i want to become.
December 8, 2025 at 7:10 AM
Yes! I have very little filter here and i like it that way. I just want to post and interact with others! Even my therapist has mentioned its good for me to have a place like this to get it all out and interact with others.

And just for the record, i love seeing your posts!
December 8, 2025 at 7:10 AM
It makes me feel so much envy sometimes.

But it also gives me hope and lights a fire in me to keep going, and reminds me that i can do that too. One day. Somehow. Its terrifying, but its possible.

Alex has been fighting a hard battle so Lexi can one day live her best life.

Uncertainty be damned.
December 8, 2025 at 6:57 AM