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sydney
@poetaeic.bsky.social
lover of poetry, patron of the arts, member of BTS ARMY
on the verge of tears every week 😭 this never used to be me… I thought I was someone who could separate work from my identity so why is this hitting so hard 😔
February 10, 2026 at 10:23 AM
i thought it was getting better but the misery is seeping back
February 4, 2026 at 10:08 AM
had consecutive overall decent work days amidst some work mistakes which feels too tentative and tender to even acknowledge because it feels like it can’t possibly last
January 28, 2026 at 5:50 PM
my gut tells me that it feels unhappy with this reality
January 26, 2026 at 12:59 AM
ended up crying anyway
January 21, 2026 at 9:28 AM
50% of the time I wanna leave, 20% of the time I’d like to stay a year or two, and the rest of the time I think I have space here to do the things I want to try in a career. but the corporate-corporate life here drains my energy in a bad way… I feel like I’m becoming a more negative person 🥲
January 20, 2026 at 10:45 PM
i think this job is making me too negative and also lowkey depressed
January 9, 2026 at 4:51 AM
despondent
January 6, 2026 at 12:28 PM
ugh work ugh visibility ugh politics
January 6, 2026 at 3:22 AM
i keep carrying my kindle around but i have yet to read a single word this week
December 27, 2025 at 5:35 PM
Reposted by sydney
I’ve curated a starter pack to make it easier to find artists working in animation on Bluesky! (If you qualify but aren’t on this list let me know, I will fill it up until it hits the 150 limit!)

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December 25, 2025 at 7:25 PM
dua lipa’a meet-cute has been living in my head rent-free
December 25, 2025 at 12:45 PM
so what if i got the job? i’m so unhappy in it
December 22, 2025 at 5:19 PM
i’ve been too tired to write the past few days and it’s been eating away at me inside. i’m exhausted after work and i start napping at 10.30pm bc i gotta wake at 7. how is 3 hours in a day enough to do anything in your life?!
December 16, 2025 at 4:14 PM
we exist in time
November 22, 2025 at 2:22 AM
my body is going through the motions of a corporate job (waking up too early, commuting 3 hours a day, having to sleep early), but my mind is wondering if this is worth it
November 16, 2025 at 11:31 PM
and now i somehow find myself being a corporate girly with a corporate phone. no complaints since a job is a job, but wow how the tides turn
November 6, 2025 at 5:21 PM
1 week to being a corporate slave again… jk i’m lowkey excited
October 27, 2025 at 5:45 PM
would you cry over losing $60 or are you normal about money
October 20, 2025 at 2:32 AM
1.5 weeks of free time left, whatever shall i do with it 🥲😵‍💫😭 there is great pressure to maximise it somehow 🫠
October 14, 2025 at 5:28 PM
i’m hungry but i’m already in bed. tomorrow i shall treat myself to a muffin i’ve been eyeing for a month!!!
October 6, 2025 at 5:29 PM
can’t believe that in one month i’ll be starting a new job… it doesn’t feel real!
October 6, 2025 at 5:27 PM
ahhhh free time, how wonderful. I get bored at times but I may never tire of it
September 29, 2025 at 3:44 AM
is it an eldest daughter thing to always be beefing with their mother
September 28, 2025 at 4:03 PM
will i or will i not get this job 😭
September 16, 2025 at 5:13 PM