Good thing though, I guess. There’s spaces that do value me being around, in which I wholeheartedly appreciate. But for art things, I’d rather just stay in my lane and keep communications strictly to social media/ closed NDA/ close friends.

Crazy though, I’m so tired of being undervalued as a person and a human being that I’ve resorted to just mentally tapping out and just focusing on RL. Mainly to get a job after university.

That’s to say, I think I prefer RL interactions with my friends and realize my small circle is actually mentally healthier than being online. I think the shit earlier this year was so triggering n traumatizing, I have bigger things to worry about than online.