pookapine
@pookapine.bsky.social
professional full-time idiot, part-time "YouTuber", crazed fanatic
just need to wait on my BETA readers to get back to me with those. whenever I mention BETA reading on this site like three people come out of the woodwork and suddenly engage with my posts. summoning them rn for the algorithmic benefit.
January 28, 2026 at 10:27 PM
just need to wait on my BETA readers to get back to me with those. whenever I mention BETA reading on this site like three people come out of the woodwork and suddenly engage with my posts. summoning them rn for the algorithmic benefit.
if I die tomorrow and dont get to publish those better stories and that Chancellor thing ends up being my last work I am going to throw a paranormal hissy fit of cosmic proportion.
January 28, 2026 at 10:26 PM
if I die tomorrow and dont get to publish those better stories and that Chancellor thing ends up being my last work I am going to throw a paranormal hissy fit of cosmic proportion.
the determinism thing doesnt bother me as much as the determined metamodernism thing if that makes sense. its not only determined in the cosmic sense, but also in the very societal and artistic one. I just hoped I was gonna be my own thing artistically. the rest doesnt matter as much to me.
January 28, 2026 at 5:04 PM
the determinism thing doesnt bother me as much as the determined metamodernism thing if that makes sense. its not only determined in the cosmic sense, but also in the very societal and artistic one. I just hoped I was gonna be my own thing artistically. the rest doesnt matter as much to me.
when I went to sleep yesterday I genuinely hoped I would forget about this whole ordeal. of course, thats impossible.
January 28, 2026 at 4:27 PM
when I went to sleep yesterday I genuinely hoped I would forget about this whole ordeal. of course, thats impossible.
the only options left are: undignified resignation, informed ignorance, or spiteful resistance.
January 28, 2026 at 3:03 PM
the only options left are: undignified resignation, informed ignorance, or spiteful resistance.
researchers should only be allowed to reveal a coherent artistic-thought-movement existed like a century after the fact because this is a real mindfuck. academia fucks me again!
January 27, 2026 at 11:38 PM
researchers should only be allowed to reveal a coherent artistic-thought-movement existed like a century after the fact because this is a real mindfuck. academia fucks me again!
the only thing worse than being definable by a simple term / label for a movement is not being there at the beginning, not being conscious of it since the start.
January 27, 2026 at 11:13 PM
the only thing worse than being definable by a simple term / label for a movement is not being there at the beginning, not being conscious of it since the start.
if I was ever to be part of a movement I thought Id be a pioneer or trend-setter. the reality is as it has always been, as I have written about prior: I am just like everybody else, but with this new knowledge I have to wrestle with whether thats as good of a thing as I once thought it was.
January 27, 2026 at 11:12 PM
if I was ever to be part of a movement I thought Id be a pioneer or trend-setter. the reality is as it has always been, as I have written about prior: I am just like everybody else, but with this new knowledge I have to wrestle with whether thats as good of a thing as I once thought it was.
I already had some things planned out and written I was planning on putting up. Im at a crossroads about changing any of them now that I am cognizant of this reality.
January 27, 2026 at 11:05 PM
I already had some things planned out and written I was planning on putting up. Im at a crossroads about changing any of them now that I am cognizant of this reality.
metamodernist inception over here.
January 27, 2026 at 7:12 PM
metamodernist inception over here.
honestly I dont even care anymore fuck it Im gonna be pookapine and whatever the label is its gonna be irrelevant to me.
January 27, 2026 at 7:11 PM
honestly I dont even care anymore fuck it Im gonna be pookapine and whatever the label is its gonna be irrelevant to me.
24/7 screaming into a void.
January 27, 2026 at 7:09 PM
24/7 screaming into a void.
its like Im in a constant battle with the fact of my own unoriginality.
January 27, 2026 at 7:02 PM
its like Im in a constant battle with the fact of my own unoriginality.
its insane and a bit freaky that you can be categorized as part of something you didnt even know about prior. just like everybody else.
January 27, 2026 at 7:00 PM
its insane and a bit freaky that you can be categorized as part of something you didnt even know about prior. just like everybody else.