Poor Thing
@poorgwyn.bsky.social
i remember when i was a kid in church learning about heaven, i thought it was a shitty reward. you spend your whole life living, and at the end of it what do you get? more fucking life, and this one doesn’t get to end. sounded like there were just 2 hells to me
December 27, 2025 at 12:21 PM
i remember when i was a kid in church learning about heaven, i thought it was a shitty reward. you spend your whole life living, and at the end of it what do you get? more fucking life, and this one doesn’t get to end. sounded like there were just 2 hells to me
i feel like the more positive someone's outlook the narrower it gets. I've never seen someone say life is a beautiful gift and launch into details that aren't "blankets are soft" or "I had a good day" tier bs. Depressed mf'ers can sit there and detail the depths of their dissatisfaction.
December 26, 2025 at 4:53 AM
i feel like the more positive someone's outlook the narrower it gets. I've never seen someone say life is a beautiful gift and launch into details that aren't "blankets are soft" or "I had a good day" tier bs. Depressed mf'ers can sit there and detail the depths of their dissatisfaction.
bursts of suicidal thought hit me like an israeli bomb- there’s no reason for it but no one’s surprised either
December 23, 2025 at 8:20 PM
bursts of suicidal thought hit me like an israeli bomb- there’s no reason for it but no one’s surprised either
i really try to avoid a mindset of moping about what i don’t have but it’s just really not fucking fair that my mom is dead and i barely remember her but a lot of days i just really wanna talk to her one more time
December 22, 2025 at 4:04 AM
i really try to avoid a mindset of moping about what i don’t have but it’s just really not fucking fair that my mom is dead and i barely remember her but a lot of days i just really wanna talk to her one more time
wait the trouble sleeping isn’t a side effect it’s the only effect i still wanna kill myself
December 14, 2025 at 1:01 PM
wait the trouble sleeping isn’t a side effect it’s the only effect i still wanna kill myself
think i need to make big changes to my approach to everything
December 11, 2025 at 6:40 PM
think i need to make big changes to my approach to everything
choose white woman: perpetual passive suicidality or artificial tachycardia
December 11, 2025 at 3:53 AM
choose white woman: perpetual passive suicidality or artificial tachycardia
I lost 4 pounds in there which is bizzare because they gave us so much food i felt like i was eating way too much
December 10, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I lost 4 pounds in there which is bizzare because they gave us so much food i felt like i was eating way too much
Yeah I just got out of grippy sock jail, but I’m doing good it already feels like it was years ago
December 10, 2025 at 7:58 AM
Yeah I just got out of grippy sock jail, but I’m doing good it already feels like it was years ago
90% of psych ward staff stop abusing the patients just before they’re fixed forever
December 4, 2025 at 4:12 PM
90% of psych ward staff stop abusing the patients just before they’re fixed forever
I genuinely don’t fucking feel like I’m control of my body or mind anymore it’s not like I’m even doing anything that crazy manic these are just decisions I Wouldn’t Make
December 4, 2025 at 5:14 AM
I genuinely don’t fucking feel like I’m control of my body or mind anymore it’s not like I’m even doing anything that crazy manic these are just decisions I Wouldn’t Make
sometimes i take a step back and look at what im doing and realize its literally what a character in a movie who was mid-psychotic break was doing
December 4, 2025 at 2:36 AM
sometimes i take a step back and look at what im doing and realize its literally what a character in a movie who was mid-psychotic break was doing
ive been thinking a lot about how my whole life every adult has just complained about everything and talked about how much my future is gonna suck and only one has ever directly said that *their* life is good and worth living and mine could be too and it’s literally the worst person ive ever met.
November 2, 2025 at 6:26 PM
ive been thinking a lot about how my whole life every adult has just complained about everything and talked about how much my future is gonna suck and only one has ever directly said that *their* life is good and worth living and mine could be too and it’s literally the worst person ive ever met.
My hips are really coming in goddamn
October 30, 2025 at 8:08 AM
My hips are really coming in goddamn
I’ve never been given such a beautiful opportunity to be a horrible friend
October 25, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I’ve never been given such a beautiful opportunity to be a horrible friend
I do love how being a non-busy person who doesn’t get invited much allows me to spontaneously do whatever tf is on my mind but it does really suck to have to go fighting and clawing to have something to do on Friday night
October 24, 2025 at 5:24 PM
I do love how being a non-busy person who doesn’t get invited much allows me to spontaneously do whatever tf is on my mind but it does really suck to have to go fighting and clawing to have something to do on Friday night
I need to lock tf in how did I gain 15 pounds back
October 23, 2025 at 11:42 PM
I need to lock tf in how did I gain 15 pounds back
After Monday I don’t think I’m ever going to be happy with my gender
October 23, 2025 at 5:02 PM
After Monday I don’t think I’m ever going to be happy with my gender
Most trans people will openly admit it but I don’t think almost any of us have really taken the time to reckon with the fact that we pick up our will to live at the pharmacy
October 21, 2025 at 6:41 PM
Most trans people will openly admit it but I don’t think almost any of us have really taken the time to reckon with the fact that we pick up our will to live at the pharmacy
Self worth to be injected subcutaneously once weekly 0.25ml
October 21, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Self worth to be injected subcutaneously once weekly 0.25ml
fuck this year, fuck estrogen, fuck my faulty soul.
October 21, 2025 at 7:43 AM
fuck this year, fuck estrogen, fuck my faulty soul.
This was such a bad idea why can’t I just be normal
October 21, 2025 at 6:43 AM
This was such a bad idea why can’t I just be normal
Low key think a couple of my friends might be slowly descending into gigahon mindset and idk what to do about it because maybe I am just luckier than them
October 19, 2025 at 5:33 PM
Low key think a couple of my friends might be slowly descending into gigahon mindset and idk what to do about it because maybe I am just luckier than them
I can’t tell if this guy is oblivious or uninterested but like I’m trying to suck your dick just make it easy for me
October 18, 2025 at 6:45 PM
I can’t tell if this guy is oblivious or uninterested but like I’m trying to suck your dick just make it easy for me
Been very dysphoric lately tbh
October 16, 2025 at 4:00 PM
Been very dysphoric lately tbh