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the nautical stare

@possessedbox.bsky.social

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Ro, miserablebox on twitter. Mainly complaining about maths or being mentally ill about OCs and hadestown these days. Got really into elden ring bingo races for some reason Icon and header by @swordheart does @ work here idk

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 8h

Can I have like one (1) good wednesday

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Tim Worthington @outonbluesix.bsky.social · 18h

How is this repeatedly made into a policy issue - by *all* parties - when the blunt fact of the matter is that grown adults who are obliged to pay for their own education, and relentlessly pursued to repay their loans, should be able to study whatever the fuck they want.

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 9h

Ridiculously tired and depressed today. I think it really really shook me finding out about this fucking review

the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

Out of curiosity i looked up whether i would be saving money if i got weekly bus passes instead of tickets and i would actually be paying £3 a week more which seems kinda insane when I have an average commute

the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

Every time i go out i see all those fucking english flags racist cunts put up to try to intimidate asylum seekers and immigrants. They genuinely make me feel sick to my stomach. I hate this country so much.

the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

Whatever, I just need to keep studying. All I can do. Whenever they feel like actually sending the fucking form I'll do my best. But I am not feeling optimistic about it.

the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

money. I just kinda wanna die tbh

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

Like I don't know i guess she was just trying to make me feel better by going that even in the worst case scenario i have some money to live off of. It just hurt, idk. I guess it's my fault for being almost 26 and still a leech burden but i don't fucking know what i'm supposed to do if i lose this

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

my benefits her reaction is 'well dw you have your savings and you can just spend less on food'

Like how am I supposed to ever move out if I have no money left for a deposit, for moving costs, for travelling to assessment centres and interviews to try and actually get a fucking job.

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

I don't know. I genuinely don't know how to get through to her. Every time I go I don't know whether to do this masters i think i need to get work as soon as possible she's like no that's crazy you should do it definitely it will help you so much. But then when i'm probably going to lose all

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

Some day she will have to come to terms with how much she has damaged her relationship with both me and my sister by spending 30k on that fucking boat

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

it is so clear that she doesn't. Maybe that's her right, and you know I have a roof over my head can't complain in this current economy. But it fucking sucks. It sucks so fucking badly

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

happen because she fundamentally does not see it as our house, our finances, what i want here genuinely does not matter. She pays so much lipservice to it mattering to her, but it doesn't. I would never think for her to pay me to do something, because I have always thought of it as OUR finances but

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

Its just hurts so much sometimes coming to terms with just how differently we view money. I wanted to get a job here so i could immediately start paying into the mortgage so she'd be able to retire whenever she wanted and save so much money because it wouldn't be all going on rent but it just cannot

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

expensive to do that and i would rather that money goes to you so why don't i just pay you to look after him"

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 18h

I don't want to spend 2 or 3 years entirely financially dependent on someone whose response to me saying being around the dog makes me want to self harm is to go "ok so i will hire someone to look after the dog SOME of the 10 times a month i go away and leave you to look after him but man it's so

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☆ COR @portocor.bsky.social · 1d

uriah (he/him) month #kinktober day 7 feat.
@possessedbox.bsky.social's orvyn (he/him) - lactation, milking, cowboy #☆ #♡

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 1d

I miss the big attack above your head too.

the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 1d

Is it too soon to go on record and say no move in silksong feels as good as decending dark did?

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 1d

I just need a fucking break man

the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 1d

Benefits are being reviewed. It was only a matter of time but still it feels awful

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 1d

I just hate stopping when i'm in the middle of something to go to a lecture so bad

the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 1d

It's cool that i'm actually enjoying maths again but man switching between 4 different modules kinda kills me

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the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 1d

taxis I've had to take lately.

the nautical stare @possessedbox.bsky.social · 1d

Gotta get a taxi now ughhhh. In fairness it's not her fault the person she was supposed to meet cancelled on her at the last minute and she did offer to take me in anyway but she's crazy busy atm so i felt bad accepting when it would be a massive waste of her time. Just frustrated with how many

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