🌿 Also first day where we've noticed someone else being more on the wheel than 🪻. What makes today different? We don't know, but I'm using the chance to do some crocheting

🌿 The mild shame of realising I have more self-inserts for myself than all the others do combined. 🫣

This will be remade every time a new one is discovered. Alter role call:
🪻 Fio (They/Them, He/Him) [Main fronter]
🌿 Mint (She/Her, She/They)
🐦‍⬛ Nero (He/Him)
🎭 Mask (He/Him)

🪻Also starting to wonder if I'm the front because I can't stop yapping, of if I can't stop yapping cause I'm the front. Deep philosophical questions I ponder over crocodile-shaped chicken nuggets on monday evening

🪻I think one of the most healing aspects for me in this has been the understanding/acceptance that two things can be true for us at the same time, even if they stand in conflict with one another, bc before that I always beat myself up over it y'know?

Trying to fall asleep and being hyperaware of how different we all daydream and kinda laughing about it

🪻Trying to figure out a nickname for No 4 because of real worries of mockery if non-friends recognise who he is. At least he is surprisingly cooperative for now

I've been holding two characters of mine at (metaphorical) gunpoint trying to figure out if they are introjects or just two very very strong roleplay muses. Still no conclusive answers. They are tap-dancing on the line and refusing to let me figure this out

🪻 An awkward realisation we had while doing chores. Turns out several of our OCs are self inserts... just not mine lmfao

🪻I think the weirdest and yet most fascinating thing recently is that ever since we accepted we're a system, we've been showing up in dreams together. Not sure if it's cause I stopped repressing, or just bc I'm focused on the situation atm, but woah. We make bad choices threefold now.

🪻Sometimes the alter situation feels like we're a team working together towards a goal. And then sometimes (today) it feels like being a single parent with a moody teenager and a sad first trader and too many chores.

Not the coming out we envisioned nor ever were prepared for, but everything that's come from it so far has been immensely positive. Thank you all for being accepting, understanding and patient 🥹

Ngl tho one thing that IS freaking me out a bit atm is the realisation how much more amnesia I have than I ever realised. I don't have any noticable gaps, and never feel like I am 'not present' but then someone asks me if I've eaten today and I realise I genuinely have no idea

I think what surprised me most in this journey is seeing how many other people were scared/distressed/upset after learning they are plural tbh-- I imagine it's very different for someone with full amnesia, but for me it was just more of a relief, y'know? Like, finally, an explanation!

(Base by Anatiidae on Ko-Fi)

Still figuring out who all is in there, but so far there seems to be three of us. Since visual differentiation helps me a lot, and LoZ is one of the few things all 3 of us really like, we settled on LoZ-based sona designs!

🌿 🐦‍⬛ 🪻