- told a park employee who said if i waited ten minutes i could get in for free that "it's fine, i'm in the mood to make bad decisions"

- threw some cards i got for my abuser who reported me before i knew he did that into the fucking sea and scared off a whole bunch of albatross and seagulls

- someone i have only met like three or four times gave me a present bc we discussed it a couple times!!!
- people keep reaching out to be kind and offer quality time together or support

i celebrate small joys. i want to be everyone's peace. i want to make ppl feel heard, seen, loved, and valued.

i was never able to finish felix ever after because of that. does nobody in publishing smoke weed