also i have a new job and this week i am working it from 2-10 pm and it is so challenging but also so deeply fun and it was my dream job when i was a kid and i am holding onto it with immense joy and mischievous secrecy

omg i forgot abt this place for a hot second. i read another ridiculously fucked up book today 🥰

oh my fucking god i did it again. i read a book that fucked me up so good. how the fuck am i supposed to function now FUCK!!!!!

words do not do the beauty of grief, endings and nostalgia justice. i need to make art about it or i’ll die

my greatest strength seems to be my immovable belief that any and all rejections are redirections that have a 100% rate of happening for my own benefit

i’m still flabbergasted by how well i’m doing. yesterday was the 1 month anniversary of my breakup. i’m doing fuckin rad. wtf 🧿🧿🧿

my irl talking points:
- attention is intimacy
- joy is derived from paying attention
- no Do just Be. seriously, stop that
- contentment > happiness
- life is solely about little things, not big dreams, soz
- rest is revolutionary

hi hello i’m here and i love u so much!!! 🥰