Watched one of my sweet friends go through a SANE exam this morning and I had no idea the emotional toll it had on me until I cried in front of my ✨brand new✨ therapist.

Getting a message from an uncle saying he wants to fuck me was not on my 2025 bingo card fr. Like I just want a refund on my mom’s side of the family at this point 😭

I love love

This wlw thing really isn’t it. My heart hurts and I cannot lmfao

Wow I might be crashing out

I just wanna scream

Drank for the first time in a year and tipsy Aly made herself tea and two hours after doing that I went to drink it from my thermos cup and it was still essentially boiling and essentially I drank boiling water.

Tomorrow I am taking my mom out for a nice day together to break the news I am not going to Christmas Eve with her and her side of the family. I am fully aware that if she tries to guilt trip me, I’m going no contact with her. So so nervous but at the same time

This simply feels like something that is going to be hard to survive. But dammit I will do it lol

I think I need two months to recover from the events of today.

I really am dreading a small portion of this week with my entire being lol

I’m searching for my next bit and I’m not sure what it’s gonna be, but love something silly to fixate on

I’ve been waiting to be able to send voice memos to my family group chat and I’m about to be ruining everyone’s life with this

everyday i am confronted with the overwhelming urge to not work

Man oh man and I struggling with the dynamics in my family lmfao