I think I worry about not seeming not fully put together or whatever and like I doubt is right now considering the state of the world. At the end of the day I'm a person who can't but put my entire self on my selves.

not to be a prud btw, I've played and watched stuff that is way more objectaitveable, so this is me wishing it was more idiosyncrasy since it just feels odd in a work trying to be "respectful" or whatever.

still working on the viddy... sorry for the wait, just been working and trying to maintane a social life.