I am feeling extremely unwell with my anxiety and I thought this year would be a better start but things are still getting worse for me and I have been tough so much’

I am so frustrated that I have seen so many people with the mounjaro weight loss pen when I have been struggling all my life with my weight and I still cannot get it on prescription and it just gets me so down!

I’ve put a request in for my mum & dad’s medical records from the doctor as I want to remember my parents and see what kinda life they leaded before I was born! It will be so strange going way back to the 50s and beyond! And seeing how much things has changed!

I really need a break from caring from my step dad to sort things out and get stuff done around the house! I don’t know how much longer I can take looking after him as it’s so hard and exhausting. I am hoping he gets his leg soon!!

I am so glad that my step dad was home from last Wednesday from hospital after 22 days but he’s finding it extremely difficult to get up to bed and having falls and I have been trying so hard to support him with his leg amputation!

Thank god that I have my step dad to help me while he’s in hospital as I would definitely be stuck as my money isn’t due to the weekend! I am also thinking about mum , dad and of course Crosby & star!

I am so frustrated with asking for people for lifts to go shopping and going in to see my step dad in hospital, I am now considering learning to drive when my step dad gets his new car. I am totally fed up with it.

I am absolutely so shocked about my step dad’s leg had to be amputated on Wednesday morning due to the severe bacterial infection and chronic pain he was in. I have never seen him with 1 leg before and it was a huge shock!

Been sorting though so much stuff lately and I cannot believe how much stuff that I’ve bought over the years! I just don’t want all of this stuff no more and I am just adding the last bits to take to the charity shop tomorrow and giving some to my neighbours!!

I am absolutely furious that I am not gonna get a full payment of my UC until I get my how my disability form effects me form and get it signed off by the doctor, that means that another £400 added to my debit that I owe to my step dad and I was hoping that I would be finished by next week!

The weather was way to hot yesterday and there would be no way that my mum & dad would be able to cope with it, everything I did I was just sweating so much and there was no air or wind! It was also very humid last night! I slept with my fan on all night and it was freezing!

I am really finding it extremely hard to live with my brother and the way he’s controlling me! I am pulling my hair out and chasing after him because he never cleans anything up. I also want him to stop drinking the cider and taking drugs! It’s no good for him and making his life even worse!

After 36 years of me having problems with my vision and visiting the ophthalmology since 1993 I think that I have found what I have actually got and I think that I have got Cortical visual impairment due to my brain injury and sadly there’s no cure for it.

Spoken to my local GP regarding my MH and I explained to them how much I am struggling with my life and I just don’t want to carry on. They have now increased my Medication from 20mg to 40mg to see if that improves my overall MH’

I am really finding extremely difficult to keep going on with everything and I think I may feel that I want to go to hospital for rest / treatment! I just cannot cope with everyday life anymore! I just want to be happy and not struggling with everything.