like watching magical girl shows like cardcaptor sakura + sailor Moon that tackled gender in subversive ways are really half the reason i’m not in a casket tbh, cuz looking back my environment was sooo isolating. I rlly was 1of 1.

it’s rlly crazy bc i went thru so much grief & anguish over really hating the whole girl thing but also rlly hating boys & gendered performance as a whole then i learned abt nonbinary characters thru Bmo from adventure time + CLAMP anime & suddenly i didn’t feel so alone anymore.

like “omg this french toast is fucking delicious!! i should throw myself on the MARC tracks right now!!!”