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psshuller.bsky.social
Pip (They/he/any)
@psshuller.bsky.social
Autistic. Asexual. Non-binary (TransMasc). Actor. Novelist. Short-story. Poet. Amateur Artist.

Chosen to lift the pen as my sword.

P.S. Your Existence is Resistance. I love you🩷🧡

https://www.peregrinebuffington.com/
Just about one week left of #NaPoWriMo and I'm extremely proud of this poem.

Really highlights my struggles with mental health in a way I've never quite been able to articulate before. Heed the warning label, but the end is hopeful. Which, I'm happy with.
www.peregrinebuffington.com/blog-1-1/dea...
April 24, 2024 at 9:32 PM
Trying to write ...

My brain ... *Makes the unholy sound of dialup internet*
April 12, 2024 at 10:35 PM
I may or may not have gone full autistic special interest on a Karen in the Fraggle Rock Facebook group, but in my defense she asked for it.

Yes, I even cited my sources ...
April 7, 2024 at 3:29 AM
I was quite please with my #NaPoWriMo poem today.

Poetry has always been my place to process my issues, but it doesn't have to be yours. Please head the following TWs.

Implied homophobia, transphobia, and religious trauma. 🩷🧡

www.peregrinebuffington.com/blog-1-1/poo...
April 5, 2024 at 2:41 AM
I am doing #NaPoWriMo!

If you want to follow along, here's the link! www.peregrinebuffington.com/blog-1-1
April 3, 2024 at 3:37 AM
as you pull me in for a hug,
dragging my hand to your heart,
lips resting on your cheek, you use
my body as your space heater, and
i realize -

i am preparing you to belong to someone
even if that someone is you.

poems to my child: consent 1 - p.s. shuller
March 27, 2024 at 2:22 PM
Going to the gender affirming clinic for the first time. So excited. :D
March 18, 2024 at 8:47 PM
I’m looking forward to trying new things this year. I had quite a few accidental experiments take off in 2023. I’d love to know what happens if I “experiment on purpose” - so to speak.

I hope to do this in my acting, writing, and personal life a little bit. I think I’m ready for some big steps.
January 1, 2024 at 5:52 PM
I’ve been having an existential crisis over what it is and isn’t okay to be proud of yourself for. Like, I don’t want to be conceited or egotistical, but sometimes I’m proud of myself for just like existing.

Anyone else relate?
December 19, 2023 at 1:08 AM
I’m looking for fashion tips to make my post-pregnancy hips less pronounced (aka to look more masculine) tips and love would be appreciated.
December 6, 2023 at 7:27 AM
I’ve been thinking a lot lately. Not sure if anything productive will come of it, but I’m happy about some of the results.

Mostly, I think I finally found the real heart of the poetry chapbook I’ve been working on. So, that’s something.
November 17, 2023 at 9:20 PM
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It's ACE-Week!
October 24, 2023 at 6:54 AM
I’m working out at the gym and feeling a little disheartened that I’m always going to be scrawny in my arms and shoulders.

I’m trying to remember the people who complimented my Frank-n-Furter cosplay and said I had a great body. They’re pushing me through my last set. 🩷🤍🩵
October 23, 2023 at 4:09 PM
I will preface this by saying I’ve never been diagnosed with any hyper mobility issues, but have any other 20+ year old #ActuallyAutistic folks noticed that their hips and back seem uneven or is that a me thing?

I have always had problems with my shoulders, but my lower back and hips are new.
October 21, 2023 at 7:39 PM
You know that feeling like where you feel like you’re forgetting something but you’re really not sure what the poop you’re forgetting?

This week has been so busy that it feels like 2 weeks have gone by, and I think that might be throwing my mojo.

But, yeah. Still hate that feeling.
October 20, 2023 at 6:56 PM
Today was a blast, but I am so tired that I dropped my key under my car while I was trying to unlock it. I just finished working a booth a disability conference yesterday, and I am wiped. XD

Yes. I did retrieve my key. ;P
October 18, 2023 at 12:23 AM
I’m convinced I have the coolest kid. They watched Nightmare Before Christmas with me yesterday, and they were completely unfazed until
Jack crashed his sleigh. Only then did they give a little cry of dismay.

I just love how big their heart is. Here’s hoping I can keep it that way.
October 14, 2023 at 10:23 PM
Took the mini to the library for story hour and met lots of great folks! For once we weren’t the rowdiest folks in the room!!

Bean has been disguised as Bluey to protect their secret identity.

(Don’t judge the doodle too harshly. I drew it on my phone while Bean napped. XD)
October 11, 2023 at 4:51 PM
I’m trying to write about Death as though he were #ActuallyAutistic. I have a few ideas about how I want to do this, but I’d love (and appreciate) hearing what other autistic peeps think/want to see.
🧡🧡
October 9, 2023 at 10:40 PM
It’s amazing how much performing both gives and zaps my energy. I think it’s more that the last thing I just did was super high stakes so I had a hard time sleeping for like a week before it.

Now my bod is just like “Hello, feral gremlin, have you met sleep??”
October 9, 2023 at 12:37 AM
Why is it that the more fun an event is the more spoons it takes to do?

I’ve been doing lots of cool stuff lately that has been incredible! But, I still feel like I’m running in a deficit.

It’s times like these where the disabling side of autism is keenly felt.
October 7, 2023 at 9:37 PM
I’m slowly making my way here from the other app that shall not be named.

I’m looking to meet other autistic and disabled artists, actors, and writers, as well as some transgender friends.

This is such a new experience so any and all advice is greatly appreciated.

🩷🧡Pip
October 6, 2023 at 10:48 PM