Chronically Pud
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Pud | They/Them | 🔞 | 🧡🤍🩷 ♦️ Artist ♣️ Video Games ♥️ Lupus ♠️ I stream on Twitch 👇🏻 🖇️ https://twitch.tv/puddikitty
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Hey friends! I’m Pud!🐱

I’m the ADHD orange cat energy streamer who lovvves cozy chaotic game nights!

Current interests⬇️
•ACNH🍃
•Witcher⚔️
•Pokemon Violet🎮
•Art🎨
•anything chocolate!🍫
•Kitty cats! 🐈 🐈‍⬛
•Card Games🃏

I stream a lot too! twitch.tv/puddikitty

#twitch #artist #gamer
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Standing up for
my country’s anthem
🫡
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WOMEN‼️‼️

THATS IT THATS THE POST‼️
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ITS LESBIAN DAY?? HULLOOOOOOOO OMG HOWDY
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Happy lesbian day, kiss a girl today and/or a transmasc/nonbinary person who identifies as a lesbian
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Ghost of Yotei is beautiful
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GOOOOOOD MORNING!!

Halloween back-of-the-house duck says HAPPY WEDNESDAY!!!

Let’s get our SPOOKY ON
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Guys I just saw all the NGL messages.. thank you so much. I’ll get on cute little responses tomorrow!

But for an immediate response.

Thank yall. I appreciate you
two cats are hugging on a wooden table
ALT: two cats are hugging on a wooden table
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I appreciate youu friend.
I’ve just gotta hate myself less.

One day at a time (:
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sylveon as an animal crossing villager 🎀

#pokemon#acnh#cuteart#digitalart
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A stylized illustration of a bipedal version of the pink and white "fox" looking Pokemon character with bows and ribbons in its design, Sylveon. They're standing in front of a pink background with white Victorian flowery patterning on it. Sylveon wears a pink puffy, lacey dress with frills and heart decorations on it. The border is a darker magenta "stitch" line design as a frame.
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Late night thoughts are terrible. Sorry gang. I’ll be happier and share more positive vibes in the morning!

We’ve got this! I believe in you!! One more day to Friday!
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I get in my head so much.

No matter how many charities I help out, volunteer work I do, donations I make, random acts of kindness ..

I feel like I can’t make up the burden of being another life that requires so much. I can’t “make up” being alive.
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Or at least convincing myself of that.
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Nights where i remember it all.. I miss the person who would talk to me through it all. I know it’s terrible. & I don’t deserve someone who lied so much & was just mean to me.

But I do miss someone saying the loved me. And that it was safe to sleep. And knowing someone hopefully cared if I died.
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Sorry for my medical rant.
I don’t talk about it much at all- I felt I had no place to speak for so long since I recovered so “well”.

Trauma is trauma.

I became terrified of sleeping- feeling my heart slow.

One of many things.

Medical trauma can run very very deep.
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•I had a cerebral angiogram inserted into my femoral artery through my groin at one point.
• so much prednisone that when I finally slept I thought I was dying.
• injections in my spine.
• so so so many tests.

My plushies kept me going.

Don’t be fooled with lupus.
“Invisible” illness 4 a reason.
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We joke in my family/ friend group how I’m just completing my later life goals early. Morbid. But I have a condition that can be so life threatening we all need some humor I think.
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Self portraits after almost dying to sepsis.

Memories:

The woman praying over my body.
Not allowed to get up for ANYTHING. Not even to pee.
I couldn’t give myself water or ask- I was so so so thirsty.
I wanted it to end.
My body recovering then crashing.
“Why are u in icu” then..
My body quitting.