this is as close to a confession as youll get

IM COOKED

yes, i do deserve to be mad at situationships and people who flirt and sext then drop me on a dime

i do deserve to be mad at people who say "i want to rent a hotel room with you", then bail for over a year and then say they "dont even have friends" constantly, ignoring me

i deserve better.

sucks to complain about not liking sex because i just feel like an incel but actually no, my GIRLFRIEND blamed ME on not being intimate when she straddled me along as the "second option" to her main gf, then threw me away for another second option to fuck. I DESERVE TO BE MAD

theres a shibari place here. god i wish i had someone to go with

i worry my standards are too high and i need to be less picky but when i was like that i landed with my ex, who wouldnt be intimate with me for a year and a half, medically abuse me, then throw me away for someone else she wanted to fuck instead

someday

eee :)))