almost made the worst mistake of my life today

getting gym pics later from a 35 year old j met on hinge

also as weird as it might sound it’s my #1 comfort seeing fanart of my favorite fictional characters with self harm cuts

yesterday i cut on my thigh again and somehow my mom touched my leg RIGHT where the cuts were and i couldn’t react at all 😭😭😭😭

i don’t think i can say this on main bc but i used to not know what “dead dove do not eat” meant on fanfics and thought it had something to do with arrested development (bc that’s what the saying was from) and i didn’t think anything bad so imagine my shock when…….

at spencer’s rn and seeing all the collars I NEED INE SO BADDDD if only i wasn’t with my siblings

i need one so bad..

being an ewhore is so funny bc men send me videos of them jacking off and i have to pretend to be into it but the whole time im actually just watching one piece

been thinking..

new username omfg

shout out to this kind stranger bc i need so badly

been thinking about this all week tbh

got a stranger online to buy me these 🤭🤭 if my parents find it will lie and say it’s part of a cosplay shout out to myself for being a loser!

i got a stranger online to buy me a collar 🤭best part about being emo is that i can lie to my family and say its a “normal” leather choker lets go

got sent hand pictures from a stranger and genuinely think they have they most delicious hands ever bc im.

had to hold back a moan bc omfg….