Feral for affection, deranged for domination.
#ijustwantagirl who will ruin, then praise.
#ijustwantagirl who won’t disappear before I shoot my shot 😩🖤
#ijustwantagirl who won’t disappear before I shoot my shot 😩🖤
to ruin my lipstick, smear my sanity, and call me good girl while doing both.
to ruin my lipstick, smear my sanity, and call me good girl while doing both.
to kiss me like it’s a curse, bite me like it’s a blessing, and hold me after like I’m something holy.
to kiss me like it’s a curse, bite me like it’s a blessing, and hold me after like I’m something holy.
to drag me to my knees in the dark, not out of cruelty, but reverence. To make me pray to her like the goddess she is.
to drag me to my knees in the dark, not out of cruelty, but reverence. To make me pray to her like the goddess she is.
to wrap her claws around my throat and whisper that I belong to her—body, mind, soul—and mean it like a vow carved in blood.
to wrap her claws around my throat and whisper that I belong to her—body, mind, soul—and mean it like a vow carved in blood.
to notice the tremble in my voice and lean in like a secret, whispering “I’ll take care of you.”
to notice the tremble in my voice and lean in like a secret, whispering “I’ll take care of you.”
to say “you don’t have to ask permission to be soft with me.”
to say “you don’t have to ask permission to be soft with me.”
to hold my wrists above my head and make me beg, not because I need to—but because she wants to hear it.
to hold my wrists above my head and make me beg, not because I need to—but because she wants to hear it.
to crawl into my brain, find every anxious thought, and replace it with “you’re mine, and I’ve got you.”
to crawl into my brain, find every anxious thought, and replace it with “you’re mine, and I’ve got you.”
to wrap a hand around my throat—not tight, just there—and tell me I’m safe.
to wrap a hand around my throat—not tight, just there—and tell me I’m safe.
to say "good girl" not like I earned it, but like I am it. Just for existing.
to say "good girl" not like I earned it, but like I am it. Just for existing.
to pin me down with eye contact alone and ask, “do you trust me?”
(spoiler: I do. I so do.)
to pin me down with eye contact alone and ask, “do you trust me?”
(spoiler: I do. I so do.)
to grip my jaw and say “look at me” like she already knows I’m about to fall apart.
to grip my jaw and say “look at me” like she already knows I’m about to fall apart.
to pull me into her lap and tell me I don’t have to be strong tonight.
to pull me into her lap and tell me I don’t have to be strong tonight.
to press me against a wall and whisper, “mine,” like it’s a prayer and a promise.
to press me against a wall and whisper, “mine,” like it’s a prayer and a promise.
to wrap herself around me like a burrito and whisper weirdly specific compliments until I forget how to breathe.
to wrap herself around me like a burrito and whisper weirdly specific compliments until I forget how to breathe.
who’s soft, strange, and sleepy. The kind of girl who cuddles like a blanket but talks like a fever dream.
who’s soft, strange, and sleepy. The kind of girl who cuddles like a blanket but talks like a fever dream.
to knock on my door at 2am with wide eyes and say “I ate my bed… can I sleep in yours?” like that’s a normal sentence.
to knock on my door at 2am with wide eyes and say “I ate my bed… can I sleep in yours?” like that’s a normal sentence.
to edge me with compliments. “Good girl. Beautiful. Mine.” Until I’m beyond ruined.
to edge me with compliments. “Good girl. Beautiful. Mine.” Until I’m beyond ruined.
to tie my wrists with her scarf and say “you wanted this, didn’t you?” while I nod like the mess I am.
to tie my wrists with her scarf and say “you wanted this, didn’t you?” while I nod like the mess I am.
to sit in my lap, grind just enough to make me whimper, then act like I’m the problem.
to sit in my lap, grind just enough to make me whimper, then act like I’m the problem.
to curl around me while I cry and whisper, “You don’t have to be strong tonight. Just be mine.”
to curl around me while I cry and whisper, “You don’t have to be strong tonight. Just be mine.”
to see past every wall I’ve built and still reach for my hand.
to see past every wall I’ve built and still reach for my hand.
to grab my chin, smirk, and say “Say please,” just to watch me fall apart.
to grab my chin, smirk, and say “Say please,” just to watch me fall apart.
to pull me into her lap like I’m weightless and kiss my forehead like I’m sacred.
to pull me into her lap like I’m weightless and kiss my forehead like I’m sacred.