Habby bday!! 🎉

Habby birthday!!

guh, what a shape..

Appreciate it, thank you for the kindness-

Thank you so much for sharing, I'm glad I was able to provide some sort of opening for your troubles. I'm also happy to know I'm not alone in this 'rut' in a sense; and while it certainly does keep me down quite a bit, I still have that semblance of optimism around. I hope we can find it. (╯▽╰ )

I only bring this kind of thing up because I know i'm just not where I want to be. Mentally, physically, financially, artistically.

I'd like to button that down but I still find this all so very entrenched in my stubbornness.

Bleh. Didn't mean to trip out like this.

I'm so very envious and jealous of everyone and everything, everywhere, all the time because it's the only frame of reference that I can reach for. I can't find myself or be happy with stuff I've done.

(Specifically relevant to when I ended creative writing with a D because i didn't keep any work)