It's wild how I feel like the hedgehog's dilemma is true even when I'm not actively interacting with a bunch of people.
Because when I do, wow, they remind me that I'm not actually more mentally unsound than they are. I'm just more unusual.
Fuckin weirdos.

Curls are cute

I don't think anyone noticed that my cry for help bio changes were actually that. Though if only some people had noticed, I probably wouldn't know. Understandably, they wouldn't do anything about it.

I should stop being horny at people. It never works out.
If they don't already like me, there's no point in me trying to initiate.

You ever wish you had, like, another copy of someone? Not that you want them back specifically, but you want another one. More or less. I have two of those, in different contexts.
I just want /that/ again.

I don't currently mind, but I wonder how long I can go with this account with no one seeing it because it has no source of engagement? As opposed to twatter and the algorithm, ya know.

It's not normal to get regular compliments about your outfits, right? I just realized that people not being so complimentary most of the time might actually mean that I should take them seriously when I get a compliment for an outfit.

I don't take compliments well.

Making an alt account is cool and all but it's hard to bother using it much.

This is far less than my complaints about using my matching hellsite alt. I had several complaints in that case.
I also had even more motive to make that one than this one, unfortunately.

Unreasonably thirsty for Lalafell, and denied as usual. How tragic.

Someone approaches me, correctly guessing that I'm lonely. I tell them I'm lonely because I don't really interact with anyone. I'm not likeable. They say, no, that can't be true! Oops, you caught me; I'm a social butterfly. That must be why I'm always visibly unoccupied and kill the mood.

Making a new character and playing through the story with someone but entirely in the context of being submissive to them. I want.
Other MMOs would work for this too, admittedly.

There are a lot of bad things about getting drunk, but one of them is having to pee a lot. Especially if you're in chastity. I'm not, but it'd be cool if I was, and having to pee a lot in chastity is a pain.

thank you for listening.

Lightless is SO COOL. I love how it works half the time. I'm a big fan of how I can be paired with several people it refuses to load. Today, the problem is solved by pausing them. Yes, pausing the people I want to see on Lightless is what makes them visible. But only today. Good.

Bred 2.

Shamelessly, publicly bred.
wait, no: some shame. Because this post is here and not there.