If Crane was the personification of blowing up your life to avoid responsibilities you can’t handle, Gunwyn is the personification of trying your best nevertheless and feeling So Fucking Bad and Stupid the whole time !!!

needing help with basic adult responsibilities, struggling to live up to expectations, & being judged for acting/sounding “too young”… even though you’re a grown & “smart” man who should be “better” than this…. Ohhh Gunwyn Byrne, the themes I’m going to stitch into you…

it was on red stake too do u know how hard i fought beginning of the game bc i had NO MONEY

ALSO HACK!! i played 5 count em F I V E club flushes of aces, 10s, 4s, and 8s (idol) but mf hit me w a 300k blind

mf abandoned deck w clubs +7 mult and that joker was foil and aces +20chips +4 mult and 1.5x mult twice from idol and ancient on clubs x2 mult from round skips 300k BLIND

ik these are me issues its a fantastic game ik that i love the art style and aesthetic and music and design and story i just SUCK ASS

im also just not having as much fun as i did w hades 1 it feels like the difficulty scaling between games is CRAZY why is 2 SO HARD and theres so many moving parts to adjust between runs im overwhelmed and forget what i have and i cannot remember the gods boon signs for the life of me

i went through this same breakdown w hades 1 btw and i got the hang of that but it took me MONTHS of regular playing to even GET TO Hades much less BEAT HIM and i just dont have the spirit anymore lmao ive been beaten into submission by yet another video game add it to the list

i just miss when my hair had some body to it…adulthood took my wavy hair from me