i really hope this isn't the case, maybe im just worrying or stressed out, but im scared

塗りました。おまけつき。

i should be more grateful for what ive got and had today, i just didn't want to be alone or left alone. its nice having 2-3 friends that actually reach out to me without me having to start the conversation. im so used to being the one that starts conversations, i love my friends dearly

i got all prettied up today and that made me feel better, one of my big sisters helped me pick out the clothes and that meant alot to me, maybe i just want too much and maybe what i want is unrealistic, maybe its the hormones talking again because of my shot today, i just want company