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rikki
@raebolical.bsky.social
22 ⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆ he/his cis
✞✞✞ agenda gay 2025
tw: ed, sex, drugs

h:1,80 𓆉◡̈
now looking at my 2023 pics and now i look so fucking huge even on my face. wish i had my ugw pics too
April 16, 2025 at 1:24 AM
i was going to delete a lot of things on my gallery but fuck it. i’m keeping it all
April 16, 2025 at 1:22 AM
back at starving. fuck being hot and having ass or abs. i need to feel scary and too skinny
April 13, 2025 at 5:13 PM
today i saw a lot of men that i fucked with or sexted with and i bumped with my neighbour that i know is gay and he was giving me the look but didn’t say anything
April 12, 2025 at 7:46 PM
i am strong asf
April 7, 2025 at 12:18 AM
lol no one told me the barbell alone weighted 20kg. that means i was lifting 30kg thinking it was just 10kg
April 7, 2025 at 12:18 AM
i LOVE being gay. gay men are 10000 times hotter than straight men
April 3, 2025 at 11:26 PM
i finally went to the gym but i feel fatter. i am in a bad mood and my whole body feels heavy
April 3, 2025 at 8:30 PM
second workout day done
March 28, 2025 at 10:14 PM
yeah i still have an ed even though i eat "normal" now, but i don't know if i recovered bc i still have those thoughts. i am just doing it a little more healthy now
March 27, 2025 at 12:06 AM
OK i can lose 7kg without any loose skin so i am going to lose 7kg and then stop for a month or so and then lose another 7kg
March 27, 2025 at 12:04 AM
I AM BMI 26 WHEN I WAS BMI 19 LAST YEAR AT THE BEGGINING VRKJNFEJDNDSWAX
March 26, 2025 at 11:57 PM
i'm going to start taking collagen even though it's not vegan bc i can't afford a vegan one and i already have one animal based
March 26, 2025 at 11:55 PM
i hate losing fat is so slow. but since i gained 20kg i can't lose them in little time bc it will made me have loose skin and stretch marks and i don't want to worry about that too
March 26, 2025 at 11:52 PM
i workout at home today and i'm trying to make a routine before actually going to the gym
March 26, 2025 at 10:22 PM
loving myself is cheaper than a nosejob
March 26, 2025 at 10:21 PM
eating 1200 max everyday
March 22, 2025 at 12:20 AM
i just hate so much how i can't stop eating like i used to do
March 21, 2025 at 11:56 PM
i need to fucking lock in because today i overate and i am 87 FUCKING KILOGRAMS. I NEED TO CHANGE NOW I AM NOT GAINING UP TO 90 I USED TO BE 67 MAX AND 82 WAS MY HIGHEST WEIGHT AT 16
March 21, 2025 at 11:30 PM
i will have to wait until 2026 to have my hair by my shoulders🥲
March 21, 2025 at 4:03 AM
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT I HAVE TO
March 20, 2025 at 11:00 PM
i give up letting my hair long. i’m cutting it tomorrow
March 20, 2025 at 10:22 PM
i ate :/
March 19, 2025 at 4:23 PM
i struggle so fucking much to start my workout
March 19, 2025 at 3:18 PM
it was way easier two years ago
March 19, 2025 at 8:37 AM