rae 🦨
raezel.bsky.social
rae 🦨
@raezel.bsky.social
they/she, 26
07.05.13
the way that we have lost like 1/3rd of our staff and we're still seeing the same amount of patients/scheduling surgeries + adding on surgeries through the day is gonna make me lose my fucking mind get a GRIP
December 29, 2025 at 4:24 PM
i feel a migraine coming on and it's right before work. just kill me dawg
December 29, 2025 at 1:46 PM
growing up w no real female friends to suddenly having healthy relationships w other women as an adult and getting to enjoy platonic connection + being more affectionate is so refreshing. me and 🍰 cuddled on the couch while the boys played video game and it was so comfy
December 28, 2025 at 5:30 AM
renewed my tech license, none of my loans have defaulted (yet), submitted a decent payment to where hopefully my monthly payments after i get caught up won't be awful, now we hanging + smoking with friends. life is okay sometimes
December 28, 2025 at 1:36 AM
would so much rather take the sad kind of depression than this ugly angry depression era im going through wtf man
December 25, 2025 at 8:16 PM
genuinely idk what has been making me so evil lately. like is it work/burnout from said work?? that's the only thing i can think of and it tracks but i feel like ive just been doing So Badly recently to the point im considering asking to up my meds
December 25, 2025 at 12:49 PM
i already feel luteal what the fuck is going on i hate it here anxiety is stupid and this whole situation is stupid
December 24, 2025 at 7:14 PM
got gifted a super nice amount of money for christmas for both me and my husband and the majority of it is going towards making sure my student loans dont default which feels awful bc i wanna do something fun for us but responsibilities come first 💔 ugh
December 24, 2025 at 4:32 PM
MR MARBLES 😭😭
December 20, 2025 at 2:00 AM
imposter syndrome kicking my ass today, love it. i want to die lmfao
December 18, 2025 at 6:17 PM
being disabled feels so fucking lonely sometimes
December 18, 2025 at 1:03 AM
got up early, did my makeup, got my medical card, picked up meds and groceries, deep cleaned all of the bathroom and our room, caught up on laundry, washed our sheets and all the stuff for our bed. i have been a very busy beaver today and i cannot wait to get blasted tn as a reward
December 16, 2025 at 11:02 PM
it's really charming to see pics of my fits/makeup/hair throughout the year and seeing the evolution.. it felt like i shed so many layers of myself this year, physically and mentally, and idk if im done yet but i think im okay where im at right now
December 15, 2025 at 1:57 AM
took two rips and reached a flow state that ended in me deep cleaning my shower + toilet. maybe this t break is worth something after all
December 12, 2025 at 1:19 AM
truly nothing like the relief of getting a critical ASA 4 patient through a life saving surgery, even if it's tiring as fuck. it's a relief and a little bit of pride mixed in
December 10, 2025 at 11:12 PM
i miss food and i can tell i overdid it at work but i Had To because it was an emergency with a dog that didnt make it and thats gonna haunt me all day no matter what i try to tell myself. i just wanna go home man. i fuckin cried before i even went into work this morning
December 9, 2025 at 6:28 PM
im so tired of being worried about money every single waking second i cant even fucking breathe without worrying about Something
December 8, 2025 at 5:59 PM
opening up my google docs and seeing all my unfinished projects and scrapped ideas from like 5+ years ago just rotting never to be written was like a bullet straight thru the chest
December 8, 2025 at 5:10 AM
cant eat good food, cant smoke weed, cant drink soda, cant get folded like a pretzel. nobody talk to me im in distress
December 7, 2025 at 3:20 AM
i already miss solid food so bad and we haven't even made it to the day 2 mark yet FUCKKK
December 6, 2025 at 2:24 AM
i get my coworker is stressed about staffing because im probably not gonna be able to make it to work tomorrow and she "has" to leave at our scheduled time but like. dude. im gonna be on weight restrictions, im not gonna be able to bend over, sorry but im not risking dry socket ??
December 5, 2025 at 9:17 PM
its only been 20 mins but i am FEELING it mr krabs
December 5, 2025 at 2:22 PM
anxious about this dentist appointment tomorrow but hopefully the meds they gave me will help, i feel like my damn dogs having to get trazodone before i take them to work LMFAOO
December 5, 2025 at 2:15 AM
my tooth pain deciding to flare up the day before im scheduled to have it pulled is actually ridiculous. can you give me a BREAK
December 4, 2025 at 12:23 PM
felt the exact moment the luteal phase kicked in holy shit
December 3, 2025 at 1:53 AM