@raistlin335.bsky.social
You know, i made several posts over the last few days. Yet only 2 of them are on here. Either I hit the wrong button, or they were just removed with no explanation given.
Either way merry Christmas!
124 days until E
Either way merry Christmas!
124 days until E
December 25, 2025 at 11:18 AM
You know, i made several posts over the last few days. Yet only 2 of them are on here. Either I hit the wrong button, or they were just removed with no explanation given.
Either way merry Christmas!
124 days until E
Either way merry Christmas!
124 days until E
So I have been practicing my throat game with dildos. I can completely throat a medium orochi from BD. Make me want to try the real thing even more.
December 20, 2025 at 2:51 PM
So I have been practicing my throat game with dildos. I can completely throat a medium orochi from BD. Make me want to try the real thing even more.
Been thinking about my childhood a little bit the last few days. Mainly looking for all the signs that I was trans before I even knew the word. Like crying myself to sleep, after praying to a god i no longer believe in, to just be normal. Doing this at 11-12 yo. So i think I've known for a while.
December 19, 2025 at 12:43 AM
Been thinking about my childhood a little bit the last few days. Mainly looking for all the signs that I was trans before I even knew the word. Like crying myself to sleep, after praying to a god i no longer believe in, to just be normal. Doing this at 11-12 yo. So i think I've known for a while.
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I’ll take both please 🫶💕✨
December 14, 2025 at 1:28 AM
I’ll take both please 🫶💕✨
So, I have a med sized Orochi from bad dragon. I have been practicing cock sucking on that. Milestone last night, I swallowed it to the base! As I get better, I might even post a video
December 13, 2025 at 1:21 PM
So, I have a med sized Orochi from bad dragon. I have been practicing cock sucking on that. Milestone last night, I swallowed it to the base! As I get better, I might even post a video
I missed yesterday's post. So I'll toss a picture in this time. I miss my hair! 😭😭
December 13, 2025 at 2:41 AM
I missed yesterday's post. So I'll toss a picture in this time. I miss my hair! 😭😭
Another long ass day with no E... only 140 days until my appointment....
In other news: picked up some thermal leggings. Dems warms!
Our local stray seems to have disappeared. Dont see him anymore but we keep putting food out. Just wish we had the money to adopt him. He would have loved it here.
In other news: picked up some thermal leggings. Dems warms!
Our local stray seems to have disappeared. Dont see him anymore but we keep putting food out. Just wish we had the money to adopt him. He would have loved it here.
December 8, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Another long ass day with no E... only 140 days until my appointment....
In other news: picked up some thermal leggings. Dems warms!
Our local stray seems to have disappeared. Dont see him anymore but we keep putting food out. Just wish we had the money to adopt him. He would have loved it here.
In other news: picked up some thermal leggings. Dems warms!
Our local stray seems to have disappeared. Dont see him anymore but we keep putting food out. Just wish we had the money to adopt him. He would have loved it here.
There is never enough week in the weekend.. 2 days is not enough to rest, recover, and get railed before the week starts again....
December 6, 2025 at 8:42 PM
There is never enough week in the weekend.. 2 days is not enough to rest, recover, and get railed before the week starts again....
Yesterday just sucked ass. Anyone ever have the fan clutch on their power stroke spin itself off? They tend to take the radiator out with it.
December 6, 2025 at 3:18 PM
Yesterday just sucked ass. Anyone ever have the fan clutch on their power stroke spin itself off? They tend to take the radiator out with it.
Just found out one of my aunts died. Like 15 minutes ago. Not close or anything but still. No one knew anything. Supposedly she had some kind of cancer, wasn't told which one.
December 5, 2025 at 2:44 AM
Just found out one of my aunts died. Like 15 minutes ago. Not close or anything but still. No one knew anything. Supposedly she had some kind of cancer, wasn't told which one.
Feeling very fem today. Wish I had some cute winter outfits to wear.
December 3, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Feeling very fem today. Wish I had some cute winter outfits to wear.
The urge to be bent over and railed is strong today.
Granted, its strong every day.
Granted, its strong every day.
December 2, 2025 at 10:46 PM
The urge to be bent over and railed is strong today.
Granted, its strong every day.
Granted, its strong every day.
The snow is really here in michigan. Now dont get me wrong, I love the snow. But if we could get the snow without the cold, that would be great.
December 2, 2025 at 5:26 PM
The snow is really here in michigan. Now dont get me wrong, I love the snow. But if we could get the snow without the cold, that would be great.
Nothing worse than going to bed tried and staring at the ceiling all night... gonna be a long ass day.
Therapy later...
Therapy later...
December 1, 2025 at 11:14 AM
Nothing worse than going to bed tried and staring at the ceiling all night... gonna be a long ass day.
Therapy later...
Therapy later...
I wouldn't say I have any real dysphoria about my genitals, but I can help but feel giddy upon a successful tuck.
November 30, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I wouldn't say I have any real dysphoria about my genitals, but I can help but feel giddy upon a successful tuck.
So I accidentally stabbed myself the other day. The inside tip of my left ring finger.
I cant feel the tip anymore.... its numb...
I'm a dumbass, but fuuuckkk!!!
I cant feel the tip anymore.... its numb...
I'm a dumbass, but fuuuckkk!!!
November 28, 2025 at 8:31 PM
So I accidentally stabbed myself the other day. The inside tip of my left ring finger.
I cant feel the tip anymore.... its numb...
I'm a dumbass, but fuuuckkk!!!
I cant feel the tip anymore.... its numb...
I'm a dumbass, but fuuuckkk!!!
Ok, so a week ago was my neices b-day party. My youngest went with her grandmother. I found out from my brother that my super racist, homophobe dad was there. My youngest is 8, I haven't talked to my dad in 11 years. My kid didn't ask once about my dad. They never talked at the party. Super happy!
November 28, 2025 at 12:49 PM
Ok, so a week ago was my neices b-day party. My youngest went with her grandmother. I found out from my brother that my super racist, homophobe dad was there. My youngest is 8, I haven't talked to my dad in 11 years. My kid didn't ask once about my dad. They never talked at the party. Super happy!
Nothing much to say today.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :3
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :3
November 27, 2025 at 10:50 PM
Nothing much to say today.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :3
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :3
Note to self:
Dont use your BARE forearm and your shirt to hold the vice grips that was JUST BEING USED TO HOLD 2 PIECES OF METAL BEING WELDED TOGETHER!!!
Fucking dumbass... nice burn you have there...
Dont use your BARE forearm and your shirt to hold the vice grips that was JUST BEING USED TO HOLD 2 PIECES OF METAL BEING WELDED TOGETHER!!!
Fucking dumbass... nice burn you have there...
November 26, 2025 at 3:59 PM
Note to self:
Dont use your BARE forearm and your shirt to hold the vice grips that was JUST BEING USED TO HOLD 2 PIECES OF METAL BEING WELDED TOGETHER!!!
Fucking dumbass... nice burn you have there...
Dont use your BARE forearm and your shirt to hold the vice grips that was JUST BEING USED TO HOLD 2 PIECES OF METAL BEING WELDED TOGETHER!!!
Fucking dumbass... nice burn you have there...
Looked in the mirror this morning.. shouldn't have done that. Besides hating the way my face looks, I can really see how thin my hair is getting. I need something to stop that fast, but alas, no money to buy it.
I hate being a guy...
I hate being a guy...
November 25, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Looked in the mirror this morning.. shouldn't have done that. Besides hating the way my face looks, I can really see how thin my hair is getting. I need something to stop that fast, but alas, no money to buy it.
I hate being a guy...
I hate being a guy...
I think i need to make it a habit to put down something from my day. More so for a record for myself and my transition. So I'll start today.
No therapy this week. Last session was Friday, so we skipped this week and will pick back up next. Now I just dont know what to talk about.
No therapy this week. Last session was Friday, so we skipped this week and will pick back up next. Now I just dont know what to talk about.
November 25, 2025 at 1:44 AM
I think i need to make it a habit to put down something from my day. More so for a record for myself and my transition. So I'll start today.
No therapy this week. Last session was Friday, so we skipped this week and will pick back up next. Now I just dont know what to talk about.
No therapy this week. Last session was Friday, so we skipped this week and will pick back up next. Now I just dont know what to talk about.
Motherfucker! The last 4 weeks have been really hectic, between medical flare-ups, kids, and shit. Everything finally signed up today to get my back blown out tonight, only for my literal back to have a flare up... I would say fuck me sideways, but im already in enough pain, so THATS not happening..
October 7, 2025 at 2:00 PM
Motherfucker! The last 4 weeks have been really hectic, between medical flare-ups, kids, and shit. Everything finally signed up today to get my back blown out tonight, only for my literal back to have a flare up... I would say fuck me sideways, but im already in enough pain, so THATS not happening..
Another week down. More clothes, both tops and bottoms. Been wearing a bra daily for over 2 weeks now and feel fantastic. Weight is coming off, down to 259 as of yesterday. If had taken to daily butt rubs. 😀
August 25, 2025 at 12:52 PM
Another week down. More clothes, both tops and bottoms. Been wearing a bra daily for over 2 weeks now and feel fantastic. Weight is coming off, down to 259 as of yesterday. If had taken to daily butt rubs. 😀
Ok, so the weekend went well with the bra. GF told me she wants to see me in a little frilly skirt, my flat cage, and a smile. I'm down if she is, I'll try anything at least twice.
Side not, first time out in public wearing a sports bra. And im at work. It doesn't really feel awkward or anything.
Side not, first time out in public wearing a sports bra. And im at work. It doesn't really feel awkward or anything.
July 29, 2025 at 1:48 PM
Ok, so the weekend went well with the bra. GF told me she wants to see me in a little frilly skirt, my flat cage, and a smile. I'm down if she is, I'll try anything at least twice.
Side not, first time out in public wearing a sports bra. And im at work. It doesn't really feel awkward or anything.
Side not, first time out in public wearing a sports bra. And im at work. It doesn't really feel awkward or anything.
Can't seem to shut my brain off tonight. Gonna be a long day at work tomorrow.
Talked to my bf today about my self discovery. Total support from the stat, so that's reassuring. Just need to wait for my dr appointment in 2 months to get into therapy and talk about hrt.
Talked to my bf today about my self discovery. Total support from the stat, so that's reassuring. Just need to wait for my dr appointment in 2 months to get into therapy and talk about hrt.
July 28, 2025 at 8:34 AM
Can't seem to shut my brain off tonight. Gonna be a long day at work tomorrow.
Talked to my bf today about my self discovery. Total support from the stat, so that's reassuring. Just need to wait for my dr appointment in 2 months to get into therapy and talk about hrt.
Talked to my bf today about my self discovery. Total support from the stat, so that's reassuring. Just need to wait for my dr appointment in 2 months to get into therapy and talk about hrt.