the only reason i thought about this is because i have two deadlines for the easiest shit in the world next month but for some reason i'm still overwhelmed and i don't like that.

need this gone by this year i swear to god nasayang yung buong 2025 ko dahil lang dito at ayaw pa rin niyang mawala sa isip ko nakakayamot na

jesus.

i havent stopped coughing since i got back. those cigarettes may have had some serious crit damage

i truly fucking hate this city

and speaking of training it's been a whole month since a full session and im scared it's gonna beat my ass when i come back. i havent really stopped since i started about a year and a half ago

going from 30 to -30 in a day really turned me murderous and suicidal

i still really wish we had locked accounts here but at least im free from blue checks