We just need to talk to other people more

Omfg how can any of us stand you

Azazel is co-con quite a lot but doesn't front especially around you because you sexualize him so much. He's almost the only alter, that to your knowledge, has gone dormant that you talk about. And all you say is that he's not and you miss him because you want to fuck him

I'm not even the first one to go there are alters that used to date you that we pretended aren't around anymore bc they don't like you

I don't give a fuck that you treat me this way because of your anxiety or whatever the fuck. You don't have the right to ask us to change our system wide personality traits specifically because you're scared of me.

You try to be a safe space for literally every alter but me and then complain that I scare you bc you're worried I hate you. You are literally a self fulfilling prophecy. The way you act around me is in fucking bearable

They are putting literally everything into the hope that they get their shit together

We tried to break up once but agreed to stay friends and then just got back together. And now most of my headmates are planning on leaving the country with them eventually and oh my god that is like the worst timeline imo

I feel like we'd need support from our friends to leave but that means opening up about how shitty it actually is and that's just like super embarrassing. Like it's embarrassing that we're still here. It makes us feel so pathetic

And they just seem too disliked or even hate everyone who isn't me or their one friend. But still somehow defend their horrible parents like racism and shit??? We mainly don't want them to meet our other friends bc we're scared they're going to think our partner is a complete asshole

But being treated like a human is the bare minimum. They shouldn't get points for that. And they are willing to do anything to support us but that's because they have such low self esteem. I want us to date a person not a dog who sees us as a person not a god

This entire time we've been betting on them improving but they aren't. Yet we have so many alters who can't possibly imagine leaving. They were the first person in our life that showed us kindness and helped us so we are like ridiculously attached to them