just kinda needed somewhere to rant abt my feelings ig. :/

But yeah sorry again

NUMBERS HALF THE TIMW THEY LOOK LIKE THEY ZOOM IN AND OUT OF THEY MOVE ON THE PAGE ???? and my mum just kinda lets it happen and nods along with him ???

Anyways sorry for this long ass rant lmao

stupid bc im younger than them, when in reality im more mature than all of them combined.

On top of all that exams are kicking my ass and parents are up my ass. My dad keeps saying all this shit abt how ill "end up on the streets" if i fail maths. LIKE STFU ITS NOT MT FUCKING FAULT I CANT READ

if they need an argument sorting out or if they need amth else (iykwim), its kinda like i dont really exist to them a lot of the time. Like they could all be online for hours but id never get a message despite them texting eachother on gcs and flirting. They also always try to make it seem like im

Like litterally i can be hanging with my mates and i always feel like im doing the wrong thing or they just dont want to be around me in general. Its a shit feeling but it wont go away, Like at all.

It also kinda feels like my partners dont really like me either. Like theyll only ever talk to me

when I say dam I mena like little lake things sorry I spelt it wrong :<