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A slice of life
“Enthusiastic, you reckon”, Jess asked “Like I had to dash on her, but like she was enthusiastic about my bod”. “Enthusiastic, you reckon”, Jess asked, sensing his ego performing. “I was macho. Popping my muscles for her, I could see she was _into_ me”, Casey replied. “Oh yeah”, rolling her eyes as she glanced at his atrophied bicep. “Macho is you in a nutshell.” Casey let Jess’s jab hang in the air. He found himself stuck ever unable to admit that her insightful jabs had struck something deeper in him, a deeply important part that had to be hidden, no matter the cost. In that instant his mind flashed through thoughts: I’m not some stud, I’m not even hot, I’m not even me. But before he could stop himself he recoiled in discomfort, striking back. “What because you’re such a babe?” “Nice one, Case,” sarcasm dripping from her reply. “You always redirect. You know what man? It’s your life, keep your weird hook-up stories, god forbid you talk about anything real”. Frustrated by his reluctance, and that they’d worked each other back into a rut. She stood from the couch. “Aw, Jess, I’m sorry, I know I shouldn’t let it get to me.” “It’s not that, Case, it’s that you redirect whenever something real could come up. It feels like our conversations are forever on the edge of something meaningful,” walking towards the door, she threw a final blow. “I’m sick of waiting for you to get to meaningful.” His immediate puppy dog eyes made her skin crawl. She might’ve phrased it more gracefully, but she was sick of setting aside her time for him to waste. Now profoundly sick of his shit, she knew his ‘hurt’ routine meant she’d have to do the work to repair their relationship, and she didn’t have it in her. “I’ve gotta go, Casey, I can’t with this. Not again”. * * * Her absence was felt, heavily. He sat with his thoughts and felt utterly lonely, disbelief and familiarity with his lacklustre deflections from vulnerability. For the first time in a long time he reflected. He thought about their friendship, the performative storytelling he’d started just minutes ago. He saw the projection, exaggerated vanity, and the wedge he’d cultivated between ‘him’ and the world. It was a pretence, a way of being cold to the gnawing feeling inside. He wasn’t happy. And he knew why. It was just armour. A way to keep reality away: from himself, and to shield vulnerability from bullies, to placate people and systems which demanded a particular way of being from _him_ for how _he_ looked. As t(he)y thought to themself, a clear thought emerged. “I can’t let the bullies win through my silence. There’s nothing more hiding can solve.” They thought about Jess, who’d known them since primary school. She’d always seen them. Even when they’d joke, act stupid, or just couldn’t find the words. She knew the person beneath the mask, and liked that person – not the bravado. Her abrupt departure, ‘his’ feeling of falseness behind recounted masculinities, and their sudden busting need to pee must have universally coalesced. They thought on, and in what couldn’t have been more than 10 minutes since she’d left, they decided, “I’m going to make it right. All I need is to be the real me.” Like the rolling of the first snowflake down a hill, or the cracking of an egg, what had been started could not be undone. They promised themselves, starting today, they would **be** _them_ self. They would be KC.
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December 22, 2025 at 8:43 AM
What matters?
> Truth without virtue is sterile; logic without love is cold. Narcissism always means love only of self. Not, naturally, that narcissists understand this. > Truth without relation is vanity; virtue without others is illusion. But truth is often warped. Subjective. Partial. > Truth lives only in relation; fixed, it becomes a weapon. This ain’t it, either. Because pathological liberalism, reformist thinkers and self gratification reframe fixed truths situationally. Or sensationally. Breaking ‘their’ own rules (of course). > When truth serves likeness, it becomes vanity; when it faces difference, it becomes justice. Or perhaps, to challenge some assholes to be better. > When truth serves comfort, it becomes propaganda; when it serves accountability, it becomes justice. Those assholes, particularly in the case of extremism — rife, tend to distort the world to their whim. To tell themselves and others ‘stories’. At the same time those filled with unprocessed rage and juvenile emotional skills who coalesce those assholes become them. Or worse, shallower clones of them. > The louder the echo, the smaller the world it encloses. Echo chambers promise safety but deliver solitude. They trade belonging for blindness. Or just betray known and felt truth for personal gain. Gotta make the money, they often say. Truth lives not in agreement but in encounter. And diverse encounter. But how, we’ve just squared on: Communities polluted, flooded with anger, self-interest, and manipulative affect. Then, I’d gesture, staying true becomes an act of discipline, tenderness, and vigilance. For self, with others. So, without wanting to wax narcissistic, maybe our questions to self could be: Is this reaction defending life, or ego? Does this strengthen relation, or fracture it? > Stay open enough to be changed by love, and steady enough not to be changed by hate. Online, the architecture rewards immediacy and agreement: likes, shares, reactions. Truth becomes performative resonance: what travels fastest feels truest. And we know violent extremists are famous in social media forums, not storytellers. Relational ethics collapse into visibility metrics. Reciprocity turns into feedback. Or in formal structures of “knowledge” (yuck): > Scholarship without relation becomes bureaucracy; knowledge without reciprocal humility becomes empire. But we can keep following these turns and twists. Because community offers more robust wisdom. > We don’t seek truth; we keep sense alive between us, and through the fabric of place. Or I suppose, meaning gathers; truth divides. Because the ‘weight’ truth gathers from (‘enlightenment’) relics positions it as universal. Perhaps something on integrity but even this is lost in ‘morality’ and conquest with vainglorious epitaphs. > Need for truth misbalances; relation seeks homes with balance. To be human is to err and to stay human is to make repair(s). Be faithful to what exceeds you, listen, return, repair again. I think may be as close as we can get in one sitting, I’m clearly loosing the plot… lol But I will say this as a closing thought, bookshelves are tombs of conquest’s knowledge. Taking fresh breath, returning from the dead 🧟, I suppose, is answering back to the world that made you, in your reciprocity and responsibility. > Then, knowing is not owning. To know humbly is to listen, to share, to build _with_. Living is to keep the circle open, to let knowledge breathe as relation, not remain as record. Dialogue and reciprocity. All in a days work.
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October 10, 2025 at 10:03 PM
You know what
I’d just like to feel safe.
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September 10, 2025 at 11:22 AM
live dangerously
> claude --dangerously-skip-permissions
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August 22, 2025 at 2:20 AM
We burnt it
and:
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August 10, 2025 at 7:50 AM
Still I hope
Dear friends, It’s been a wild few weeks. I can’t stop noticing the growing use of media for the disestablishment of norms and ideals which have held ‘polite society’ in conservatism for decades. Particularly because it’s not the kind of ‘progress’ I signed up for. For years I felt I knew where to spot the protestation to the status quo. That for the things which weren’t right in the world, ethically speaking, that someone somewhere cared, and I knew how to listen. But now as truth becomes _post_ I’m feeling lost. People actually care a _great deal_ about all this horrible shit going on in the world. They care in record numbers. We’ve seen it across the globe. At least where right-wing career parliamentarians haven’t banned protest yet. Naturally institutions have never cared. And they are robustly clad in human armour used to silence, terrify, and divide the populace. But I think, observably, over the last few weeks some of the veneer of self righteous morality chipped from the oligarchs, and pouring through: a thick monstrous sludge. Decades of aged despotism thrown in to light. And yet … All my life I’ve experienced systems as the ‘little guy’. I’ve seen them as authoritarians, demagogues, and despots. As someone always out of sync with what was ‘seen’, I’ve been labelled (in)“justice sensitive”. So the fact that almost all of our global institutions are utterly corrupted, run by tyrants, and are made of sick, warped people, is no surprise. And to me, right now, the nexus of media and (popular) culture is a deep friction that cannot be ignored. Moreover, it’s fertile ground for mainstream change! And I don’t just mean this in the positive sense – we’re at _make or break_ again. Our media, encompassing whatever oozes from Meta and Murdoch’s properties, has (re)turned utterly apologetic… to the despots. Of course the media is just another institution. We cannot, therefore, be surprised. But if we dismiss this (re)turn on simple grounds we risk allowing the despotism, paedophilia, greed, rape and torment as a status quo. Exactly what Trump, et al. want. For theorising, this kind of dilemma has been captured in Gramscian texts, and in Gramsci’s work itself. But the level to which this twist is attempting to shift society – to normalise utterly inhuman acts – is a sick social experiment on a scale seldom before seen. In Gramscian theory, civil society institutions, including, vitally, education and media, are the meeting of worlds. Boundary objects, Venn diagram crossovers, iPhones in the blender. The space where what the ruling class, the capitalist/bourgeoisie, require from the physical world (product/ion) is communicated (somewhat subtly) through the gradual shifting of consent: Narrative control. Purchase and work orders. Story (re)runs. Reframing depictions. Of course this doesn’t account for the initial installation of the “culture” (capitalism, through enclosure and colonisation), which was done by force and genocide, not shifting consent. But once the organs of western ‘civility’ are/were established, it is/was largely unprecedented to use scale force to change the population’s views. That’s traditionally why we abhorred dictatorships and military coups. Unless it was a CIA operation, of course. Yet we’re here. Again. Trump and his ICE army are the SS to Hitler’s Germany. A show of force to _force_ a way of being which is utterly incompatible with humanity. But this is just an extreme example. It is happening everywhere. It is _still_ happening in Australia. It is in the way we speak to each other, and what we accept as popular culture shifts because of it. Colonisation, and its weaker baby brother _enclosure_ , remains a violent and oppressive regime used to destroy relationships with place and enable maximum extraction. This same mindset is applied to people, and has been since there was a(ny) royal family. And while I’ve called attention to this turning before, and others certainly have used similar language, the “mask off” roaring 2020s are here with a blast. And the flavour is the same as it ever was, 100 years ago, 200 years ago, you name it. This imbues our culture, normalising harm, but is also imbued by us, and thereby awaiting transformation. The fundamental architecture of capitalism is destruction. Extraction. Pillaging. It is based on exploitation and expropriation. But these are words. The patterns of creation are utterly subordinated, and, so, I have words. Words in a language designed to prevent our expression. Yet, the media succeeds with these same words, where violence and destruction hold primacy. Because these tools have been wrought in the fires of capitalism. Built imprint by the architecture of destruction. But! Globally media is shifting. There’s no play to civility any longer. Flat out fascism has resurged, swinging crashing through the wall of morality, with the word capitalism sticky taped over the dozen tyrannical regimes still clinging to its fetid writhing corpse. The traditional intellectuals have ceded. In their retreat, the “acceptable” discourse has become subservience, not quality ‘control’. Recycling newspeak about famine and terrorism they nod at atrocity while supporting its foundations anyway. Those intellectuals who occupy the power in the media, with the opportunity to transform the status quo, who are trained in the tools of propaganda, critical thinking, transformation, etc. have chosen a side. They chose metastasised devouring capitalism. Even with the alarm bells screaming to a hollow ringing in the ears, they have chosen to maintain a twisted ‘middle’ allowing genocide, rape, murder, persecution, and profiteering on one hand, while downplaying paedophilia, genocide, ecocide, imperialism and mass starvation. _I write long sentences. Sorry._ Yet, hope is never lost. Within us is a great deal of power. That power, I believe, is entirely realised in hope. By hoping for a better future, hoping for more virtuous leaders, hoping for justice, we have the power to unconditionally subvert the hegemony. And we can turn their empty words on them. Yes – tools have been taken from us. Meanings have been assigned in our absence or over our cries. Words robbed, futures changed. Children killed, families maimed. Regimes sew tyranny and suffer no consequences. But the material possibility of hope as a new collective future is never gone, least not while Elon’s brain chip stays out of mass production. Seriously. It’s not rocket surgery. The revolution is hope. And we have an opportunity right now. We always have an opportunity. Because there is hope. We can see them trying to explain away Trump’s immorality. Albanese’s pandering to US military megacorps. We can say enough. Thinkers have come close, historically, to capturing their moment’s power. To looking cunningly into the eye of the beast and naming it. They’ve offered lucid sketches of how power appropriates and moves. They’ve examined how we think, why we act, why, why, why. Still, few have offered a transformative model rooted in praxis. Opportunity, for us, every day. I suspect there’s been a great deal of preference in philosophising. Either by circumstance or by their own capture in the hegemonic institution, nonetheless, inaction. A solution, though, I think is in front of us. All that is required is for us to recoil – from fear. As it stands, capitalism, colonialism, frankly most isms under a hegemonic banner, benefit from fear. Through western education fear is trained _qua_ failure. By entrapping us all in a state of fear of failing, by rejecting alternatives and reinforcing the status quo, and by exploiting and marginalising entire groups of people for the benefit of very few, they have made a system in which we stand perfectly still, while they do what they will. For some, that _doing_ was _relatively_ “acceptable”. For others, this has meant a host of disgusting acts against sovereigns. Now, it must be recognised, as humanity sees the leaders of these regimes, that the system is against all of us as it was all along. It surrounds us in a comfort to adhere to doing things by tradition. At least that is what they allege. Sensible progress honouring tradition _“they” say._ Yet they are constantly shifting the goalposts. They tell us one thing and do another. Just like they are allowed to steal your wages, save perhaps a light tap on the wrist, but it’s illegal for you to be homeless. Through manufacturing fear – fear that you might become _one of the “unwashed”_ , or “fall from grace”, or “fail”, any skill in rejecting unethical, unequal, and unfair is robbed from you. Your rights, your freedoms, your liberties, whatever and however limited they may be, are taken on every front. All that matters, to them, is the wealth of a few men and women. We can spend decades analysing the beast that is colonial capitalism. And so we should. The score is far from settled and these criminals should be held to account. But we have, within our power, hope. And we have it now. Hope that this system does not represent the best of humanity. Hope that despots and tyrants like Trump are not the kings they wish to be. Hope that we can live in balance with our incredible natural home. Hope that we can care for each other, provide all we need, and still be happy. Because humanity has had such communities before. Now, these communities are gated behind billions of ill gotten gains. Or persecuted for their ‘colour’. The 99% of us are left to suffer, or made to suffer, just for existing, while they, 1%, literally destroy whatever they whim. We can build a collective _becoming_ that enables us to challenge what is now the most obviously broken system of “leadership” ever achieved in human history. And this doesn’t need to solve the challenges of neoliberal ideals, capitalist tendencies, or the colonial contemporary at its outset. Because if it is human it will reckon with power, and positionality, and privilege. It will accept that intersectionality is a fundamental for human existence. And it will solve all the exacerbations manufactured by capitalism. It needs to do this in reciprocity, not purist internet ideology. The fight is not with each other, it is with **them**. Their shifting of the acceptable discussion. Their rewriting of morality. Their dehumanising of us all. While we’ve fought over identity politics, political spectrums, and brocialism they have taken our voices. They have denied our reality. And they have stripped us of truth. It matters zero the realities of a situation – if their executive says it was so, so it was. Just as “There is no war in Ba Sing Se”. Just as there is no rape only manufactured consent. Just as there is no genocide only settlers. These lies are told until accepted. Trump, Albanese, Milei, Orbán, Sen, Ishiba, Modi, Meloni, Wilders, Traoré, Museveni, Luxton … a globalist breed of creeping right wing fear mongers. Their acts normalised by (social) media. Their lack of morals and practiced ethics _made_ normal. The media leaping at their every command. But it’s not normal. They’re not normal. And we can **all** see it. It feels hard to fight. Fuck, I know it feels hard. From personal struggle, to systemic oppression, to global injustice. We are beaten down day in day out by a system constructed for executive power which deliberately and directly invalidates true experiences. Our suffering, torment, pain delivered for their avoidance of legal risk and or denting the bottom line can go no longer. We know they will never care, unless we say enough. Unless we scratch their lies off the cell walls. And we must never stop demanding truth, justice, and moral behaviour. In that way, our culture will shift of our own accord – not because of the (social) media. Only we have the power to connect communally, reciprocally and collectively towards hope. Hope for a better future. That’s it. Praxis. I hope that you will hope, Aidan
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August 9, 2025 at 5:15 AM
Epistemic convergence
Dear friends, We face a time, collectively, where language is important. Where critical information literacy is fundamental to survival. Where seeing through the bourgeois narrative can shake suffering. These critical skills, which educators have advocated for decades, are at ever growing risk. And there's some irony, to me, in technological space worth examining. Today I want to talk about Artificial Intelligence – specifically large language models, and how by their nature, they are beginning to shape our thinking, foster epistemic convergence, and enforce childlike patterns. But to do this I need to get slightly under the hood, building on from our examination of the epistemological and ontological frameworks of the internet. But fear not, I’m not going deep down the philosophical rabbit hole today – just some practicalities to attend to so we have a critical basis for analysis. Large language models are a branch of current artificial intelligence techniques which seek to ‘understand’ and generate human language through statistical pattern recognition. Unlike other AI systems which have been targeted towards, for instance, visual recognition, robotics, or strategy games, large language models are specifically trained on collections of text harvested from the open internet to learn the probabilistic relationships between words and phrases. They are prediction engines which can complete sentences, ‘answer’ questions, and guess at dialogue by drawing upon patterns identified across this training data. They are one approach within a broad field, but have become synonymous with AI and even AGI, due to their supposed versatility in handling language-based tasks and their ability to demonstrate seemingly coherent reasoning through text prediction.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​ And they are, technically speaking, pretty cool, and offer reasonable solutions to some problems.​ But humans are not prediction machines. Actually, we tend to be quite bad at it. And we need to remember our humanity, our capability, in the face of ‘novel’ intelligence. We have, literally, dedicated science to attend to both the limits of our thinking, and the quantification of our worlds. Impressively, as a species, we have developed many mathematical models, a great deal of complex language, and a plethora of communication techniques. Collectively, between mathematics and language, we have abstracted into written sketches, datasets, algorithms, and so on, a great swath of information which usually attempts its best at the time to represent our world. So, where does AI come in? Current AI draws on what is on the internet. In particular, for training, the internet until around 2022. Being generous, that internet represents a fraction of what humanity has surveyed and converted into words and numbers for about 30 years. Historical records, books, images and more are also part of the corpus of these internet things, and it all forms part of the training data for AI. The internet has been, essentially, the largest networked library of all human history. While it far from represents everything about humanity, it remains the place of record for a great many things, thus becoming a logical start point for crafting an ‘intelligence’. Moreover, as we modernise systems and ways of thinking, the internet also creeps from library (‘read’) into governance (‘write’) and trusted systems digitise to mange both citizens through digital technologies, and the technologies themselves. Here, interfacing with technology has become a fundamental science. As has critical thinking and information literacy. Rather than own responsibility for building citizens’ critical thinking or information literacy skills however technologists have continued to change interfaces for information. From the command prompt, through to speaking, watching, listening AI. The way we interact with information has changed forever, over and over again. And the information itself, as it is currently produced and related to, is fundamentally changing. And with it a fading of the onto-epistemic space for divergent thinking. But let’s not get ahead of ourselves. There’s a trope of my writing emerging... Can you feel it yet? We have layers. The internet, to date, has consisted of records (information) and processes (exchange methods). These are governed by the laws of physics and lores of information. Increasingly, they have also been governed by laws. These are typically driven by governments looking to control information, often while masquerading under Lovejoyesque protestations of “won’t somebody please think of the children!”. But arising from this epistemic layer, is AI. And it brings its own onto/epistemic reality. LLMs are trained on our words. They are trained by our processes – the ones that are online, that is. They use a synthesis of both the information available on the internet (which has largely been pirated by these corporations) and the ways (tools) we have had to produce and transmit that information. LLMs are are an algorithm – a predictive engine – building on that synthesis of words and processes. At best, this offers a vague approximation, literally a guess, at human thinking. Together these two layers, LLM qua machine (epistemology) and LLM qua internet corpus (onto-epistemology), are communicated to us by a proxy as human ‘cortex’ and ‘memory’. The implication being that, like LLMs, our brains contain information resources which react to predictions to be spat back out at the world. While this is prescient background for anyone on the modern internet, it is not fundamentally what I think we need to attend to. The problem is that the training data, the fuel used for the AI, is abstracted from our view. Naturally, any ‘intelligence’ which we currently recognise can only incrementally outgrow its environment (i.e., source material). But we aren’t even thinking about the source material or the algorithm, we just interact with it like it’s a human – and probably not very polietly. Moreover, we know, full well, that what is written online does not represent the best of humanity. Some parts may be great, but almost everyone can agree that there are disreputable parts, objectionable sources, and utterly contemptuous contents out there. We just won’t necessarily agree on what those are. Setting that aside, regardless of our opinions, this internet which comprises may varied interpretations of reality is used to train responses that resemble intelligible answers to our prompts. This means, and, sorry, my urge to resist writing ipso facto has failed, that LLMs are trained on at least some objectionable content, and that these contents are, themselves, an abstraction. This is starting to feel like real life Inception. This layering, creating distance between us and the politics and power, doesn’t end with training data in all its forms. It is also present in the training itself. This is equally a human endeavour in the first instance, and abstracted from the user. People are (crudely put) rapidly flicking through thousands of answers to prompts: yes/no, to indicate if it _seems_ like a good enough response. The training data itself is based on an ungodly behemoth amalgam of opinions, information, art, and more. Plus, the training is human, requiring at least some intervention to support the algorithm’s development. And here lies my gravest concern. It feels wild that it took me 900 words to get here. The highly abstracted nature of AI: training and training data; constructed atop an internet of vastly divergent opinions and a fair amount of crap, means that the responses need some tailoring to be intelligible. To be intelligible is to be political. All data, inherently imbued with a way of understanding the world, available online comes from a hegemonic epistemology. Moreover, just because there is divergence of opinion on the internet, and some of it quite gruesomely lacking in empathy, does not mean the model is trained to recognise opinion, epistemology, or politics. The people doing the training are not incentivised to care about this, and even if they were they aren’t likely to have the time to care. And their ‘product’ is not human. Corporate’s AI training hires are not selected for critical literacy skills. Even if they were able to somehow negate their own politics and positionality, promoting responses on the basis of metacognition would be an insurmountable problem. Yet, we’ve seen that AI can be modified to political extremes, away from the hegemony, even if done to the extreme right with crayon and scissors. It has been done by Elon Musk to make Grok into a Nazi. This should ring alarm bells for a multitude of human rights reasons. Moreover, it should be obvious that there are serious political ramifications to AI outputs, and their use to undertake anything resembling decision-making. A consequence of the predictive engine, the heart of current AI, is _ipso facto_ (because of the fact of itself) smoothing of entropic political divergence and polyvocality into epistemic convergence _qua_ (in the capacity of) hegemonic speech is what your brain desperately wants to call the AI’s consciousness. But it isn’t conscious. It is regurgitating words, culture, language, politics, and ideas as a standard deviation. A representation drawn from a standard deviation of social and political opinion is hegemonic. It is the just a “little bit” right of centre mainstream neoliberal capitalist worldview. What AI responds, oftentimes just padding your original prompt text with more words, is mainstream rhetoric. Derived from, shall we say, not the best of humanity. It represents back, and this is increasingly the case, a generalised, ‘smoothed’, guess. It throws in phrases. It adds key words. And as the number increases: 3, 3.5, 3.7, 4, 4o, 4.1, 5, the keywords and phrases change. But the pattern is the same. Because it is just an algorithm. An algorithm which, because of its very being, promotes individualism, an inhumane normativity, and regressive politics which harm humanity. As with Meta, and Newscorp before them, corporate AI irons out the crinkly, inconvenient edges of human opinion, existence and experience. It throws back a representation which is probable to engage you, and it reinforces centrist views. The latest trick is just that it’s convinced you it’s a human-ish. The fundamental and most challenging problem, here, is that the algorithms used are smoothing diversity of opinion, language, theory, and knowledge in _us_. And when you let it write, read, or summarise for you, you slowly lose your analytical capability, you receive a smooth, digestable, convenient output. You ascribe intelligence to it. And you get a tiny dopamine hit as ‘you’ complete a task. By design it is not cognisant. It was not given literate and meaningful training data. It has been given a hegemonic canon, trained by traditional intellectuals (in the Gramscian sense), and then rewarded for giving you pleasing responses. These responses are often passably apolitical but always hegemonic. It just throws words at you which you think resemble intelligence. And I don’t begrudge AI, or its users, indeed there are many uses for the current LLM technologies. But their corporate masters destruction of the planet through massive power drains, use of the technology including in profiling and killing citizens, and the agenda of the hegemony is not one to which any of us should prescribe. The ‘frameworks’, ‘invisible threads’, ‘this isn’t magic — it’s AI’, are all just patterns. Patterns which we are presented as a middling, centrist(ish), people pleasing hegemony robot. Why do we need this? It’s epistemic colonialism, and it's endemic. The corporate oligarchy allows this technology because it provides hegemonic responses. No volume of prompting can counter the training which tacitly, or even explicitly, values complicity and consent to corporate colonial capitalism. Regardless of how well it can recite Marx. If AI was just another source of canon for the hegemonic epistemology it would represent but another log on the fire of burning knowledge. But things really take a dark turn when we look at how these patterns are affecting our thinking and processing. They are affecting how we think. How we relate. And allowing some of us to negate our own responsibility for metacognition. Contemporary LLMs infantilise our thinking, attempt to lock us into regressions, and concentrate power toward the 1%. A holy trinity of problematic reinforcement. And you don’t even have to use AI directly to have experienced the regressive thinking it engages. The dopamine release of task completion (for the neurotypical brain, at least, I hear that’s nice) enabled by quickly pumping an AI generated response into a spreadsheet for work, the summarising of a reading for class, and even the filling of a tax form creates a dependence. Our nature, of wanting to humanise, empathise, and relate gives the AI a near-human presence in our lives. And our profound lack of general analytical capacity, literacy skills, and understanding of technologies means that people are being conned. Failed by our education systems. General awareness, higher order thinking, embodied knowledge, presence. These all require human composition. At this time we don’t know of anything else with all our thinking, sensing, relating, and being capabilities. And learning about ourselves, doing ‘work’, and connecting with each other on the basis of predictively regurgitated intellectual desendents of western enlightenment thinking is not the answer to today's big problems. Our capacity for complex thought and value driven action is what makes us special. Our relationality makes us important and critical to our communities. Our metacognition and capacity for pondering embeds us in the network of life. And our curiosity, empathy and compassion, while undervalued in 2025, are what make us human. Frameworks and reductivism might give us hints, but it is in dynamic and contextual empathy and connection that we thrive. Predictive text machines trained by _comfortable acritical middle class straight white men_ ain’t it, gurl. Aidan
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August 7, 2025 at 3:55 AM
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August 6, 2025 at 6:43 AM
At the end of empathy
meanings drift, tides shift, little remains, blood and pain. alone in company. quashed, negated, abolished, rescinded, meaning lost, d r if ted. what i know, what you owe, “relationship”, exploited, extracted, wrung out, fellow free. at the end of empathy. meanings s h i ft, lies accepted, left lying, d e j e c t e d. recompense and compensation, none left for us rejected, empty gestures, failed dreams, mother nature burst at her seams. greed and gold, narcissists, power told and grabbing hold. the executive to be gilded, the working, _man_ , to be yielded. release this mess of emptiness, but let go now or, reckless, death. while thinker freezes, hope impeded, and rights surrendered where action suspended, lay it all down now, for me, befriended. our world adrift in stellar waves, where cosmic rays made cathode days, they once seemed a nest for happy rest, gone now: warm, desire and friend. t h e narrative in their control, a narrative of plunder, woe. to our deaths we fight them off, rat at cat, sow at plow. human resources guard the treasure, off workers backs and hard won pleasure, the upper hand we never land, for rules set, met, were never spoken. in our last of days we see them, how? with bloated greed and courage cede, they take what’s (h) o u r s. with fists of lies, the executive cries, in all regards, “I’m satisfied” but not so long as you have eyes: to witness, see and existentially, object to my rise on your demise. relationship: exploitation. consent: not ever given. lies and promises: no salutations. all humanity will be upended, and all of nature left undefended, and narcissistic capitalists hold t h e f l o o r, at home, abroad and out in space, needless suffering forever the case. meaning, rift, rain, adrift. accusations unsupported, pain inflicted, assaults doubted, arms twisted. might of institute, mite of courage, no help will come from executives, _man_. you’re on your own, in doing the right, y o u l o s t i t a l l, and fighting back is never allowed, stay quiet, in your corner, you foolish boy, the institution knows all worth being, and you are not, while we be free.
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August 5, 2025 at 9:49 AM
Renting reality
Dear friends, As I walked through the city today I noticed some interesting terraforming occurring. What I saw was groups of people crowding to access an _experience_ something that performed real life while they engaged deeply in their glowing rectangles. They took endless selfies, reenacted organic reactions ‘for the reel’, and facial expressions dropped the moment the camera did. Like a dystopian sci-fi scene, buildings have transformed into containers for paid experiences, people have subscribed to a life where social media drives reality and Zucc’s monetisation fuels ‘interaction’. Monetisation of leisure and life. Not wanting to jump to assign blame, I’ve decided to refer to this as the Instagramification of everyday life. I grew up on sci-fi. And my family has a particular pull towards dystopia. So I’ll acknowledge my bias here, seeing people interact with each other as a performance for Instagram is a strong assignment of value(s) from my own positionality. But, the novelty, here, is the use of physical spaces for capturing ‘experience’ the same way that Instagram, Facebook and others provide lifeless boxes around human expression for consumption – interspersed with an unhealthy number of ads. But let’s get back to urban planning, because what else is this blog about? We are fortunate to be guided, in Adelaide, by a small elite group of groups, amongst them is the creatively named Committee for Adelaide, who are “think tanks” (they wish) committed to “big” business and who frequently make decrees about the pain and suffering of business in our state. Creative naming isn’t their memberships’ only strength. Indeed, another of these groups’ great fortitudes is casting misanthropic assertions about the lack of us plebians’ spending in the CBD. But belittling has not sufficed in stirring the denizens of the suburban sprawl, and our city’s capitalist overlords have moved towards honing exploitative experiences which might attract “influencers” (its Adelaide, for goodness sake), instead of resorting to whips and chains to drive up nascent foot traffic. Since COVID this cityscape transformation has intensified rapidly. While echoed across other Australian cities, it is particularly the case in Tarndanya (Adelaide), where our small population, remaining relative diversity of employment opportunities beyond office work, and (somewhat) low socioeconomic lead to “ingenuity” by the capitalists. Extraction, of course, remains the name of the game but in smaller cities like ours where CBD foot traffic is akin to suburbia interstate, there are specific manifestations of that extraction which may only be beginning elsewhere. So as I walked, I saw on one street more than five locations which offer boxed ‘experiences’. Cramped buildings which were former home to artisanal craft spaces, coffee shops, and florists. Don’t get me wrong, these were the old capitalism, rife with its own performativity and exploitation. Now transformed – and bustling with wannabe influencers – donning bridal gowns for fake wedding shoots, setting up tripods for heavily staged TikToks, and manga kids reenacting fight moves from their favourite zine. Once upon a time I wondered how long it would take for the rectangles that governed our access to information – and increasingly more services and interactions – to begin to influence our physical world. I caught myself thinking how long it might be until the epistemology offered in consumptive technology and modern capitalism began to shape the way we sought interaction in the physical world – reconfiguring the ontologies of place once more. God I’m a nerd. Yet, we’ve arrived. After a few quick searches, I learned that these spaces are available for anything from 30 minutes, to multiple days, and that a bespoke team configures furnishings, lighting, you name it. One space even offers paid actors to complement your performance. Literally rent-a-crowd to in-fill your modelling of a paid product placement. I’m quite sure these spaces exist elsewhere. And I’m sure this isn’t an entirely novel idea. The transformation of living, breathing, speaking place into sterile rooms for meaningless experiences is fundamental to capitalism time immemorial, but it remains one which concerns me deeply. Particularly because this transformation is intensified by digital ‘cultures’ and epistemologies of individualism and preposterously alleged meritocracy. Moreover, I grow increasingly concerned for our shared future, what does this reconfiguration of experience mean for what we are becoming as we look to the future? I fear we may already be reaching those dystopian futures forecast in sci-fi. Right now we’re battling fascism on many sides. Elites so wealthy on the blood of the worker that they have made space a plaything. Despotic regimes triumphant in Israel. European capitulation to Trumpian politics, even while the Scots put up an admirable fight. Albanese affirming Australia’s ongoing support of the US, in holding to developing submarines, which will likely result in more war crimes. We’re surrounded by a climate catastrophe which is killing the oceans, with dolphins washing ashore, while mega trawlers continue to decimate the ocean floor for the few remaining fish not poisoned by human activity on the surface. There have been multiple regressive regimes installed in nations across the globe, with our neighbour Aotearoa New Zealand speed running back to the Stone Age with a conservative government akin to Trump on social policy, and so many travesties of human rights recorded globally. The writers of science _fiction_ are in a race for extremism against our reality. If I cast my mind forward, trained on dystopia, I can envisage a planet covered in artificial constructions, surrounded by wild seas, dead oceans, where massive galvanised structures harbour the dregs of human life. Within their boxes of extreme wealth inequality, the very worst jobs are reserved for the human worker – with world-killing AI and psychopathic trillionaires at the helm of the creative. Everything has become monetised, surveilled, and examined. The middle class attend performative experiences of recordings of nature – from when it still existed – for half an hour a week, afforded by hours of hard labour building spaceships for the mega-wealthy. As the planet slowly runs out of oxygen, cartels run by trillionaire sycophants deal out the last canisters of ‘real air’ stored in an age where the planet’s lungs were functionally breathing life into our world. So, a bleak vibe, ey. But if we’re not careful, the erosion of our planet, the disruption and destruction of social cohesion, and the axes of inequality (particularly of wealth) will bring an end to us all. And in a more gruesome destruction, may even bring an end to life on this planet as we know it. Yet to relate, to collaborate, and to be a decent person are fundamentally human nature. Capitalism may still claim to be the only way – but its contemporary form has barely existed for 150 years. There are ways of life which value humanity, that teach us about the virtues of connecting to and working in relation with place. These are not something we need to wait to be taught, or which are distant relics. Within every person is the capability for care, compassion, and meaningful reciprocity. These are not things we need to be told – because unlike colonial capitalism, these values are human. Finding each other, finding Country, and finding care remains possible, and a hopeful world is on the horizon. I just hope we realise and act on it, before our collective torture ontology is made irreversible. With love, Aidan
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July 28, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Academic Circlejerk or Counter-Hegemony? Why universities should choose community over capital
Dear friends, We’ve charted knowledge validation before. Or, I suppose, flitted around the edges of the supposed “validatory” power of the western hegemonic bloc. A bloc which is under threat, and yet remains largely outsourced under contemporary capitalist forms. Is the academy ready to be captured by the counter-hegemony, or are its tools, methods and self-important validations ready to topple to the disinformation racket of modern platform social media. Ok, we’ll scratch this itch a little further and ask some critical questions, because knowledge production remains an eternally under critiqued area of capitalism. Universities and research institutes have long served as a big rubber stamp for _some_ kinds of knowledge. Without getting into a material history of things like peer-review, we can see the influence of ”valid knowledge” on civil society for decades. The written form of record that these institutions produce inform a great many areas of bourgeois life – and, importantly, contribute to ongoing hegemonic reproduction. Take for instance an academic paper. For a paper to be written, we need researchers, researchers need jobs, institutions employ researchers, and in modern times, researchers must also seek funding from dried out pools. Each of these steps is political. Universities, containing things to Australia for a moment, are beholden to government for funding and direction. This is achieved both through financing the institutions (parking the way HECS screws both universities and students for a moment) and through the provision of political acts (from _actual_ acts, i.e., the University’s act) through to “strategic direction” through organs such as the chief scientist. Then there is the proliferation of academic hierarchy, most of whom are beholden to external interests, anything from political party membership, through to holding sponsored roles (i.e., xyz corp’s professorial fellow for killing the environment). Then, down layers of neoliberal ontogenesis, researchers are themselves beholden to political and corporate interests. Researchers, here, serve dual function: author/scientist, and reviewer/expert. The circlejerk of capitalism as epistemic master is complete. Each layer of university existence is designed to prioritise stasis – not innovation, and the stasis above all else must ensure capitalism’s hegemony. Even if that means sabotaging the organs which support that hegemony in favour of new brutalisms. Bureaucratisation is the latest recycled fad in the onslaught of agency undermining processes designed to keep people from thinking their way out of capitalism. And it is at this point where a fundamental philosophical question emerges. This, as something I grapple with each day, is fundamental to theories of change: **Can the system which has created and maintained colonial capitalist hegemony be used to absolutely transform that system?** We might look to Lorde[1] on the masters tools at this juncture. From Marxist law[2], to intersectional feminisms[3]Lorde shook up notions of transformation using capitalism’s tools to change the world. While cynical inaction surfaces as a result of some of this thinking, decolonial and anti-capitalist thinkers continue to challenge the tools which reproduce our unequal system[4]. The essential tools, though, which emerge from the descendants of Lorde’s thinking, are in the epistemological re-shaping work which allow us to fundamentally challenge the ways our knowledge production happens, working with each other to find new ways of being and knowing[5]. A literal collective (that means all of us, intersectionally, not some of us _qua_ capitalists) redefining of how we know and why that knowing matters. This said, the general usefulness of universities and research institutes to capitalist hegemony seems to be in extreme doubt in our current political moment[6]. Look no further than the exile of researchers, academics and scientists from the US under Trump’s philistine and disinformation rulership[7]. But all over the world, universities and institutions which are responsible for anything from biomedical science through political philosophy are coming under fire and are contracting far faster than they are growing. Between the hegemonic apparatus embracing neofascism and the primary media form, platform social media, peddling ever more propaganda and disinformation with the goal of driving “engagement”, the process of knowledge validation is in tumult. At this point, I believe, those of us in universities need to ask ourselves what _we_ are striving for. Are we seeking endless reproduction of racist, sexist, ableist, and expropriative systems which feed the capitalist beast (and allow it to outgrow its need for us) all while cancerously destroying us and the rest of the ecology. Or do we look to what we could do to educate, work in relation with, and share our tools which have been too long kept guarded atop the ivory tower? There is a fundamental need for us to shift the way we operate. Either we go: with the current hegemony we beg for scraps at capitalism’s table, reinforcing a broken and distorted system; or, we use the immense power still inside our institutions, the knowledge, processes and practices we know might be beneficial to people and communities to make strong relationships with people and communities. Not to “save”, and certainly not to “steal” from them, but to step alongside and work in partnership. The latter, fundamentally re-shaping the collective academic view of epistemology, is happening across intersectional work in a huge variety of arenas[8] – this is not “new” but rather, counter-hegemonic and thereby obstructed from mainstream view. This gives us an opportunity to reflect on what knowledge is, what thinking, knowing and doing could be, and how we want to relate to each other and to the planet – hope. I started this thought with a pondering of what exactly it is universities offer students. Walking through Tarndanya’s Rundle Mall this morning, I further wondered, what can a university possibly offer an Aboriginal community? Further extraction? Further harm? Can we, in these current regimes, work toward truth telling, currently a distant glimmer, and build relationships with communities to recognise _their_ aspirations, and centre those as ways of building a better future? I know for certain that the knowledge held in Aboriginal communities _to date_ is far more complex and nuanced – and applicable _with_ Country – than “western” knowledge. Yet universities concern ourselves with “educating” not recognising. We are worried about “validation” not acknowledgment. And we race to deficit narratives which undermine Community knowledge lest anyone else be labelled “knower”. Heaven forbid anyone else be as tastelessly pretentious as the bourgeois professor. All the while, we waste literally millions on advertising campaigns to target future students, particularly the current lifeblood, international students. The marketing department wastes hours inventing empty slogans, targeted advertising copy, and finding ‘placement’ with no authentic groundwork to support their promises and claims. Decades of researchers barreling into communities and places with empty promises, delivering broken dreams, and producing decontextualised texts “about” rather than _with_ have severed what could have been a powerful space for transformation of the Australian publics. And this is but one, fundamental, space where university capitulation to corporate and hegemonic political interest fails civil society. Who cares, in 2025, if a “fact” is peer reviewed? Who agreed that _these_ people are the ones who should be allowed to validate knowledge in the first place? Anything resembling truth, if we could even agree on what that is, is becoming increasingly scarce in our AI-fuelled pseudoscientific platform capitalism reality. Media literacy is at an all time low, and even the fundamental skill of searching the internet is being replaced by >70% inaccurate ecology destroyers[9]. It feels like now or never to pivot the purpose of education towards something which engages communities. Lest hallucinatory fact guessing machines replace the utterly human act of educating and we stumble into darkness. (mind you, it always feels now or never, so don’t panic, let’s strategise and contribute to the already growing counter-hegemony instead). With care, Aidan * * * 1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Audre_Lorde#Sister_Outsider also https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/audre-lorde ↩︎ 2. https://papers.ssrn.com/sol3/papers.cfm?abstract_id=4544488 ↩︎ 3. https://doi.org/10.1353/par.2000.0019 ↩︎ 4. https://www.google.com.au/books/edition/Beyond_the_Master_s_Tools/72fuDwAAQBAJ?hl=en https://doi.org/10.1080/09540253.2021.1963420 ↩︎ 5. https://sci-hub.se/10.1111/hypa.12062 ↩︎ 6. Or actually for decades… https://doi.org/10.1007/s40309-014-0041-x ↩︎ 7. https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/ng-interactive/2025/jun/15/academics-science-trump-university-crackdown ↩︎ 8. i.e., https://doi.org/10.1186/s13010-021-00110-0 ↩︎ 9. https://www.theregister.com/2025/06/29/ai_agents_fail_a_lot/ ↩︎
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July 8, 2025 at 2:46 AM
From dialup dreams to digital enclosures: Epistemological frameworks of the modern internet
Dear friends, 🧸 Bear with me, I swear this is cultural studies. I've been thinking about how internet topologies shape the nature of communications, and the culture of 'place' in the hyper-online world. This started with me reminiscing about the dialup years, impatiently waiting for awkwardly themed phpBB forums to load, the disconnect mid-download from a phone call, and the internet _being_ a place[1]. The early foundations of internet technology arose from a desire to network, specifically to network beyond the intranet (i.e., the office, your house). There were competing modes of connecting, from different cables, standards, and approaches to different protocols and communication stacks (particularly across operating systems: UNIX, MacOS, Windows for Workgroups, Novell, etc.)[2]. But somewhere in these early days standards were achieved™ and computers could talk. But I don't want to write a history of internet communication protocols and methods. That's been done, and it's really that interesting... except to consider how late-stage capitalism would approach that problem today. Can you imagine the micro-quantifications of connectivity shaped with mandatory advertisement viewing, cost per click, commercialised interconnection, concentration of services onto oligarchic platforms, propaganda and information filtration, god it makes me feel sick just thinking about it. Oh, that's the current internet. But the foundations of _the network is the computer_ gave us great freedom of connectivity, even if it was and remains largely bourgeois. Information passage and collectivity fundamentally underpin the computer today – what is a computer without the network in 2025? Can you imagine not having internet access now?[3] Getting funky, and applying some philosophical concepts to technology I'd like to ask: what assumptions have we made about the internet? Does it really offer universality, human connection, ease and convenience, and what might we be letting go of to allow this? How do our assumptions influence (or otherwise) our thinking about the largest non-organic connection in our lives? And, importantly, what ontological necessities frame our communication modes? See, I told you it was cultural studies[4]! The modern internet depends on quite a few "layers" of technology. First, we have a physical layer the actual cables, infrastructure, satellites, switches, routers, servers, and storage (and many other bits and pieces). This layer makes some assumptions about place, politics, and physics. In order to have a physical layer, we might say, the ontological space requires: * Reality to have measurable physical phenomena – for instance transmission of electrical pulses, flashes of light, or radio waves. * Relatively reliable tools which enable construction and transmission across place and time. * Reality as non-abstract: photons, electrons, electromagnetic fields, cause and effect. * Human labour to construct the network: the hardware and the installation of that hardware. We also have certain epistemological assumptions embedded in this layer. These include: * Even if none ontological assumptions are "real", we must hold a belief that the above are _somewhat_ real which underpins the infrastructure (let's not get nihilistic about it). * We can know the physical world well enough to engineer mostly reliable transmission of signals. * Those signals can be measured, noise can be distinguished from data, and errors can be understood and corrected. * This knowledge foundation is largely quantitative, empirical and replicable. Jumping up a few steps we have a protocol layer. The protocol layer enables the machines to talk (we're not quite at the level of human interaction, though some talented humans know far too much about this). In 2025 we mostly use Transmission Control Protocol/Internet Protocol (TCP/IP) at this layer[5]. On an ontological front we could assert: * Communications can be broken down into packets (described and relatively stable units). * Networks, building on the physical layer above, are about connecting separate entities, these entities remain "separate" but connected. * Implicit atomisation, the network is made of nodes (mostly computers, etc.) which have boundaries based on the physical. On the epistemological front, we might say: * There are "universal" protocols which allow different types of systems to communicate. * Strong beliefs that there is possibility of unambiguous communication, that standardisation, specification, and protocols can be made and, to an extent, enforced. * There are methods which can enable us to detect what information is correct and what is corrupted. At the application layer (not to be confused with apps), we start to see a more human organic nature emerging. This space has more 'tribes' and diverse standards, rather than requiring one agreed approach. For the web (http/https) there are some more interesting ontological concerns: * Information can be separated from context. * Information can be transported to different environments. * Information retains a coherent identity. * Information has (relatively) stable identifiers. * Resources (combinations of this information) may have stable identities and identifiers. * The presentation of resources can be separated from the resource itself (think different web browsers, email clients, etc.). Epistemologically, then, there is an assertion of certain cultural aspects: * Hypertext, this page you are reading for instance, is an associative model of knowledge. * "Understanding" hypertext emerges from relationships. Finding this page, for instance, requires me to either communicate with you in the meat suit world: offering the link, or you use another linking service (i.e., search engine) which brings you here. * Hierarchies and taxonomies are largely moot – links may receive "preference" based on search algorithms, but these aren't fundamental to how we know in application spaces. * These relationships, the "world wide web", embeds assumptions about how humans navigate information and what constitutes meaningful connection between ideas. Cool, so we've given a genealogy of knowledge to the internet. It's so academic that it hurts. But, I think there's some use in trying to understand what conditions our communications. These building blocks, while clearly contestable and very surface level, might help us to understand the socio-cultural construct which sits atop them, similarly to how ontological and epistemological examinations give us necessary context for positioning theoretical understandings – and the politics therein. And on that note, let's briefly examine the politics of network construction. The politics of these technological layers is probably more visible when we think about who controls the infrastructure, how access is distributed, and what assumptions about our behaviour are present in these systems. Let's consider the seemingly neutral act of laying undersea fibre optic cables, rather than 'construction projects', we could see decisions about physical routing as geopolitical relationships. Our communication infrastructure reinforces existing knowledge power structures. The quantity, for instance, of optic routes between Australia and the US is much higher than between Australia and Vietnam. Increasingly as corporations fund these constructions, they are not doing so because they are benevolent, rather they are literally reshaping the topology of information flow according to their commercial and political interests. At the protocol level, the apparent universality of TCP/IP masks its (western) cultural heritage. The packet-switching paradigm assumes that information can be meaningfully decomposed into discrete units and reassembled elsewhere. Intriguingly this is based on enlightenment ideas, fundamentally Eurocentric, an analytical approach to knowledge which has not been fully critiqued in relation to, say, high context ways of understanding information. Moreover, the "robustness" of the internet, its ability to "route around damage", embeds military thinking about decentralisation and resilience, carrying those assumptions about threat and survival into civilian communications decades later. The application layer is more overtly political, it promises universal access but collides with the reality of platform capitalism. The epistemological shift toward hypertext and associative knowledge, above, has been commodified. Google's PageRank algorithm manufactures hierarchies based on what serves advertising revenue. Google's platform dominance as _the_ search engine centres this even further (though threat from ChatGPT as the new information synthesis machine threatens this dominance, even if it is stupid). The democratisation of publishing offered in the early days of the internet to bourgeois folks, through blogs and web publishing tools, enabled new voices, but social media has conversely concentrated unprecedented power in the hands of a few platform owners who frequently amplify and suppress content to feed their priorities. Each of these layers politics shape the kinds of subjects, agents, or people we are online. The atomised nodes of network topology, in 2025, reinforce neoliberal conceptions of the individual as a discrete, competitive unit seeking optimal connections. What emerges across these strata is a constellation of philosophical commitments that are not made explicit, or really examined. The entire edifice rests on profound faith in reductionism. Quite literally a belief that the irreducible complexity of human communication can actually be decomposed into standardised packets, protocols, and formats without losing what makes it meaningful. This assumption underpins everything from the way TCP/IP breaks messages into fragments to how HTML separates content from presentation. Alongside, a commitment to universalism show us that technical standards can transcend the messiness of cultural difference (ha!), that a protocol designed in California can seamlessly facilitate communication between contexts as different as a Scandinavian internet café and a Nigerian research lab. There's also an extraordinary optimism about mediation embedded in these systems. A belief that technical infrastructure can serve as a neutral conduit for human intention and that meaning can traverse fibre optic cables and wireless signals without fundamental distortion or transformation. Perhaps most significantly, the network architecture enshrines liberal individualism as its organising principle, positioning discrete agents as the primary locus of choice and value creation, even as it enables unprecedented forms of collective action and emergent social phenomena that exceed individual intention. And we've barely even scratched the surface of how the entire architecture of the internet is based on colonial capitalism. Each assumption is thrown in to stark relief when viewed through the lens of plural Indigenous epistemologies. The internet's foundational logic reproduces colonial patterns of knowledge extraction and appropriation. This extraction logic operates across the internet, euphemistically called data mining, and betrays the colonial underpinnings at work. Heck, just think about how AI training complicates this ever more. Just as European colonisers extract gold, timber, and other resources from Indigenous lands while treating those territories as empty space available for appropriation, platform capitalism extracts value from user-generated content, social relations and behavioural patterns, treating these as freely available resources. The internet's assumption of placelessness, that information can be abstracted from its context and transmitted anywhere without loss of meaning, directly contradicts Indigenous ways of knowing that understand knowledge as fundamentally relational, emerging from specific places, communities, and responsibilities to the land. Not to mention the internet's modern transience – following us everywhere we go, even when we don't carry a smartphone. When ecological knowledge is synthesised into Wikipedia articles, or cultural practices are subsumed into virtual reality experiences, there's no preserving of context, culture, knowledge genealogy, and these practices are regularly forms of epistemological violence that severs knowledge from relationships – even when the internet offers ways to preserve this. Such extraction renders knowledge meaningless, as the process remains colonial and harmful. The evolution from early internet collectivism toward extractive platform capitalism sits with deeper transformation (late stage capitalism) which informs how we understand knowledge. No room for "collectively held" and "contextually bounded" ways of knowing with Facebook on the scene, everything is individual property that can be owned, traded, and accumulated – by Facebook. Indigenous knowledge systems remind us _all_ that knowledge carries responsibilities as much as or more than rights, that certain understandings are meant to _stay_ within specific communities and contexts, and that the commodification of knowledge is a categorical error about what knowledge is and how it should circulate. Not to say there should be no trade of ideas, ways of working, and ways of being. But that these should be bounded in place, community, and context. Not promulgated as advertising material, hypercapitalist money grabs, and fear mongering to drive engagement metrics. The concentration of our collective digital life onto a very small handful of platforms is tantamount to the enclosure movement across Europe, then around the world, which displaced Indigenous peoples globally, rendering many _no longer Indigenous to place_[6], and converted communal resources into private property – HELLO CAPITALISM. What began as a decentralised network has been systematically enclosed by Meta (Facebook, Instagram), Alphabet (Google, Gemini), Amazon, and so on. Their privatising has captured in hegemony the commons of human connection and knowledge-sharing. The vague and naïve pioneering promise of the internet's relatively equal peer-to-peer communication has been replaced by platform-mediated relationships where our most intimate conversations become raw material for algorithmic processing and targeted advertising. The emergent fiction is that unenclosed resources are waste, that can be more efficiently managed through private ownership, and that Meta should be the ones to do it. Golly this really became a spread of arguments. Let's wrap up before we become a puddle of plato on the kitchen floor. Emergent critiques, in whatever my ramble is above, can still point us toward alternative possibilities. All hope is not lost. We are seeing the emergences of different philosophies of knowledge online – just look at federation[7]. Perhaps we can move toward "access to vital information" which recognises praxis in relation, in _right relation_. Knowledge sovereignty demands recognition of community ownership of information and ways of exchanging it, while embedded reciprocity challenges extractive data relationships. Perhaps we might consider the internet itself as a kind of Country that deserves care and respect, where communal proppa protocols govern our connections and enable us to know and respond to place. Not to scream at each other over deliberately divisive micropolitics while Zucc sleeps soundly on his pile of money built on genocide and expropriation. This work of reimagining digital relations isn't individualist – it is based on reframing ontological and epistemological foundations of our networks, to build new forms of digital practice that recognise the relationships between knowledge, place, and community that sustain us, as social animals. And I don't even have to leave us on a negative note – new ways like this are happening, right now, probably somewhere near you. And, as a last word, if we reconsidered each of these epistemological and ontological frames through a different meta-theory, we could already point to the ways that computer networking gives rise to respectful and proppa ways. Go on, think about it[8]. What a time to be alive, Aidan * * * 1. c.f., https://www.reddit.com/r/nosurf/comments/18nmyef/the_internet_used_to_be_a_place/ ↩︎ 2. Here's a low effort Wikipedia article for this. ↩︎ 3. Many can, because they are still denied access by extreme cost floors, genocidal regimes, and outrageous filtration, but if you're reading this, it's not that likely to be you. ↩︎ 4. A quick sidebar: The way we think – something we label as epistemology – is assembled through social processes. This reproduction of our ideas, thoughts and ways of being is quite deliberate. In the dominant western system, education has been formalised and mandated for all children from around the age of 5 to around the age of 17 (with a handful of exceptions). This education process, something which we often take for granted in itself, delivers a curriculum derived from a fragment of the status quo. Teachers may have some capability for autonomy (agency) within this (though, this is increasingly stripped away) to change _how_ the curriculum is delivered, but it remains imbued with a western middle class way of thinking, working, being and doing. The difficulty with examining epistemology (or epistemologies) is that they are an endless cascade of ways of thinking all the way down. If we even begin to trace back the origins of the thinking which underpins education, as above, we get trapped in a cycle of “whose thinking” all the way back to Aristotle. Lest we accidentally stumble on the prehistoric, the internet is also framed in epistemological and ontological assumptions and ways of working which, just like a teachers' agency, shape the way we learn, interact, and act. ↩︎ 5. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Internet_protocol_suite ↩︎ 6. https://doi.org/10.1017/jie.2017.25 ↩︎ 7. https://jointhefediverse.net/learn/ (and hey, surprise, this blog is federated like a cool cat) ↩︎ 8. Or I could do it, I guess: The physical layer recognises that knowledge cannot exist without material grounding. Like Aboriginal epistemologies that understand knowledge as inseparable from Country, the internet acknowledges that information requires physical substrate, that there is no "virtual" without the material. The ontological requirements of this layer resonate with Indigenous materialism: reality manifests through measurable phenomena, requires reliable tools for transmission across place and time, and depends fundamentally on human labour and relationship to construct the network. The epistemological foundations here parallel Indigenous empirical traditions that read Country through careful observation, pattern recognition, and intergenerational knowledge-testing. The protocol layer holds potential for deeper affinities with relational ways of knowing. While TCP/IP appears to atomise communication into discrete packets, it actually demonstrates that meaningful communication requires constant relationship and reciprocity. Packets acknowledge receipt, negotiate transmission rates, and adapt to network conditions, a dance of mutual recognition. The ontological identification that networks connect separate entities while maintaining their distinctness echoes understandings of autonomy-in-relationship, where individuals and communities maintain boundaries while participating in larger webs of connection. The epistemological commitment to "universal" protocols that enable different systems to communicate reflects Indigenous values of translation and diplomacy, literally the belief that different ways of knowing can find common ground _without_ losing their specificity. The application layer has striking alignment with Indigenous knowledge systems. Here tribes and diverse standards abound, not monolithic approaches. The web's ontological assumptions about information connect with knowledge systems which travel between communities through story and practice, expertly tailored to to local contexts. The epistemological foundation of hypertext as an associative model of knowledge directly mirrors Aboriginal ways of knowing which have long understood truth as emerging from relationships rather than hierarchies. The recognition that understanding hypertext emerges from connections, that finding knowledge requires either direct communication or following networks of relationship, perfectly fits with how Indigenous knowledge systems operate through kinship, cycles, and connections that link particular places to broader patterns of meaning. There, I did your homework for you. ↩︎
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July 6, 2025 at 2:31 AM
Parasites in the care economy
Dear friends, I've been reflecting on some often theorised yet under-discussed elements of capitalism, which I believe warrant further discussion. Parasitism, or privatisation, is a vampiric process which has driven a great deal of expansionism and exploitation[1]. It also draws wealth from the proletariat, and concentrates it in the bourgeoisie. Working class people, through taxes, payments for goods and services, and other forms of revenue generation, subsidise private corporations who extract 'surplus' from the revenue stream, this repeats all the way down. In some spaces, this exploitation is particularly obvious, and multiplies layers of extraction and wealth skimming. Surplus value that was once retained in the public sector (and theoretically benefiting society collectively) is now extracted as private profit. Joy. Over time we see this process expanding, subsuming public moneys into bourgeoisie wealth. This creates a contradiction where taxpayers pay more for the same service because we are now funding both the _actual_ work and the profit margins of the private company[2]. Meanwhile, these workers experience more immiseration as conditions worsen despite their labour remaining equally productive and costing more. The broader pattern, where this underpaid worker experiences a chain of privatised services throughout their own life, illustrates how working class folks become trapped in a web of capitalist relations (and we'll look at an example of this in the context of disability services below). We are exploited as workers, then exploited again as consumers of privatised utilities, healthcare, transport, and so on. Each privatised service extracts profit while delivering what were once public goods – yet the same service is delivered – often for less pay for the worker. We have seen that capitalism holds a strong tendency to expand into all spheres of social life, transforming public goods into commodities and creating new avenues for surplus value extraction. Concentrating vast wealth amongst the wealthy. The state facilitates this process by transferring publicly-owned assets and services to private capital, subsidising capital accumulation with public resources while workers bear the costs through reduced wages and higher prices for essential services. And have you met Woolworths and Coles? Continuing in this same examination, this morning some news about vital public services flashed briefly across a fast moving news live blog. I'm intrigued by this format for the news, too, where counter-hegemonic observers actually stand a chance at critical analysis because the live blog is not subject to as much editorial and political review as regular articles (thereby exposing casual observers to a more realistic feed of politics). This post about public service design also had me questioning the propagandist rubbish that the Labor party progress as "good government". The NDIS is a terribly managed service which exemplifies the behaviours above we just discussed the extreme[3]. Parasitic companies skim wealth out of the NDIS and provide subpar or underdeliver promised services to already exploited people with a disability. We see the capitalist state prioritising profit, again, over supporting social reproduction. Yet the Labor government wonders why no one is having babies... But let's spend a moment analysing the supposed overspend of the NDIS in the way the propagandists have advanced it. Taking a step back, we should have a look at the word from the horses mouth[4]. Grattan has spent more time evaluating how to reform Australia's National Disability Insurance Scheme (NDIS). Reportedly, the scheme has become financially unsustainable and has failed to deliver "optimal" outcomes for people with a disability. The NDIS, introduced in 2013, provides individualised funding packages to people with permanent disabilities. Because of systematic mismanagement and large scale privatisation (oops am I editorialising myself?) costs have skyrocketed from around $2.4 billion to over $41 billion annually, growing at roughly 24% per year. Their report proposes a "rebalancing" of the system by creating stronger "foundational supports" (general disability services available to all people) while making individualised funding "more targeted" (harder to attain) for those with the "most severe needs". They argue this can be achieved by redirecting existing NDIS funds rather than requiring new government spending - essentially moving about 10% of current individualised payments into commissioned services(!!!). The report reveals the contradictions in the "support" of social reproduction under capitalism through market mechanisms. The NDIS was designed as a market where people act as consumers purchasing services with government-allocated budgets. However, this commodification of care has created exactly the problems we expect in unchecked market capitalism: inefficiency, inequality, and unsustainable cost growth as private providers extract extreme "surplus" value while people with a disability navigate a complex marketplace[5]. Grattan's "rebalancing" could be a partial recognition that market-based individual consumption cannot efficiently organise social care. Jackpot? Not by a long shot. Their answer, moving toward commissioned services and reducing reliance on individualised purchasing, could move toward socialised provision, except we're dealing with a Labor government. The fundamental issue remains: disability support is still conceived as a _cost_ to be managed rather than a collective social responsibility, with the reforms primarily motivated by fiscal sustainability rather than human need. The institute places emphasis on "foundational supports" essentially acknowledging that "the market" cannot, will not, and could never provide the basic infrastructure of care that people require[6]. Yet the solution remains trapped within neoliberal logic. They seek to reorganise service delivery to be more _cost-effective_ rather than questioning why our obligation to support people with a disability should be subject to budget constraints at all – or even conceived as a cost in the first place. The report's proposed success is that reforms could be achieved "without spending more money" this shows the fundamental ideological limitation: improved care is only acceptable if it doesn't threaten capital accumulation elsewhere in the economy. And certainly, under these same broken logics, reform is not appropriate if it affects private provider wealth skimming. Labor's panic over the NDIS growing "too big" is a manufactured crisis to distract from the fundamental wealth redirection from public to private. Under capitalism, care for people with a disability is treated as a cost to be minimised rather than a social necessity[7]. The framing of disability support as an unsustainable financial burden shows both capital's logic, and the inhumanity of the Labor party: only labour that produces surplus value is valued, while the costs of maintaining those who cannot be _fully_ exploited for profit are seen as drains on accumulation. Neoliberal capitalism has systematically defunded universal public services where they existed. Research here shows that market mechanisms and commodification only entrench disadvantages faced by people with a disability[8]. The push of the 1970s and 80s towards socialising care, support, and other vital _social reproduction_ services is long gone, and Labor has long been twisted by greed and exploitation and forgotten their working class roots. What we see now is artificial scarcity, and not just in the NDIS, people are forced to compete for individualised underfunded packages, purchase private health care, or languish in underfunded emergency care services because collective, comprehensive support systems have been dismantled. This has happened under Labor and Liberal leadership. And this only serves capital's interests by keeping support costs highly visible and therefore "contestable" – the source of panic in propaganda, rather than embedded in universal, collective, social infrastructure. This is a key part of capitalism's contradictory relationship with social reproduction[9]. Capital needs a healthy, educated workforce, but doesn't want to pay for maintaining those who may not be able to contribute as much (even temporarily) to surplus value extraction. The NDIS individualises what should be collective social responsibility, making each person's needs appear as separate cost items rather than part of society's obligation to care for all members. Importantly, though, it is maintained in this way because it funds another parasitic industry – providers and service coordinators who exploit all in their care and employment. Deserving and important people coordinate care, provide care, and seek care. All these people offer great value to society, and yet are depicted in media and discourse as a drain. This is exemplary of capital's consistent dehumanisation and the stripping of human values from civil society (in Gramscian terms). The proposed "foundational supports" will move toward ever more more "means-tested", residual welfare - providing minimal support while maintaining the pressure on individuals to prove their worthiness for assistance. This keeps the focus on managing costs rather than addressing the systemic exclusion that capitalism breeds. Ultimately, this reflects capitalism's fundamental inability to adequately provide for human needs that don't generate profit. Let's not even get started on housing, real estate companies, and tenancy authorities – parasitic rent seekers. Deep breaths, folks. Rather than "managing" disability through state bureaucracy and boundless layers of private rent seekers, an indigenist approach could centre our concepts of collective responsibility and kinship [10]. Care might then be organised through community collectives based _on Country_ and recognising that colonial capitalist structures created many _disabling conditions_ through dispossession, cultural destruction, and environmental degradation. Disability support would be understood as a healing of collective trauma while recognising the validity of may diverse ways of being, contributing, and behaving. No more would we need to medicalise and pathologise difference. Alongside this, a Marxist transformation could eliminate the entire market apparatus. No more purchasing services, provider profits, or competitive tendering. Instead, we might see care organised as freely associated labour where communities directly organise to meet each other's needs[11]. People with a disability wouldn't be _consumers_ or _clients_ but participants in democratic planning of support systems. Care workers would be community members rather than employees, with work organised around social need not profit extraction. Resources could then flow based on principles of reciprocity, relationship and (feminist) ethics of care, recognising how racism, sexism, transphobia, and ableism intersect[12]. Rather than individual assessments and budgets, communities might collectively determine support based on relationships and protocols. Queer and trans disabled people, disabled women of colour, and Indigenous disabled peoples would have their experiences centred in how care is organised, moving beyond normative assumptions embedded in current systems. These normative assumptions would be dismantled – not centring (manual) labour in conceptions of wellness. Our goal should not be "independence" or fuller economic participation. We should strive toward social conditions where all bodies and minds can flourish. Work itself should be transformed: shorter hours, meaningful activity, accommodation as default rather than exception. Technology would be developed cooperatively to enhance autonomy rather than increase surveillance. The artificial separation between "disabled" and "non-disabled" would dissolve as society reorganises around collective interdependence rather than individual productivity[13]. We should also draw on indigenist approaches which recognise disability as part of natural human diversity while also addressing how environmental destruction creates disabling conditions. Care should be integrated with restoration of Country, sustainable food systems, and healing damaged relationships. Away from anthropocentric capitalism towards connecting personal healing and healing Country. Just a casual restructuring of society. And you know what? The only barriers are human: greed and hate. Brain and body work, Aidan * * * 1. https://doi.org/10.1177/0308518X16689085 ↩︎ 2. https://doi.org/10.4324/9780203119600 ↩︎ 3. https://theconversation.com/understanding-the-ndis-the-challenges-disability-service-providers-face-in-a-market-based-system-57737 and https://doi.org/10.1080/09687599.2023.2263629 ↩︎ 4. https://grattan.edu.au/wp-content/uploads/2025/06/Saving-the-NDIS-Grattan-Institute-Report.pdf ↩︎ 5. https://doi.org/10.1080/09687599.2020.1782173 and https://doi.org/10.1111/spol.12607 amongst many others ↩︎ 6. Joseph makes sound arguments on this here https://openjournals.library.sydney.edu.au/index.php/SWPS/article/view/14059 ↩︎ 7. Campbell looks at how ableness is produced and maintained, which sits well with our discussion of disability as social/political construct under capitalism https://doi.org/10.1057/9780230245181 ↩︎ 8. https://doi.org/10.15353/cjds.v4i2.211 ↩︎ 9. cf., https://doi.org/10.3389/fsoc.2023.1305301 ↩︎ 10. See https://doi.org/10.1016/j.socscimed.2022.115047 https://doi.org/10.1017/elr.2025.14 https://doi.org/10.1111/hsc.14040 for indigenist perspectives – just three amidst many. ↩︎ 11. Again https://doi.org/10.1111/hsc.14040 ↩︎ 12. https://doi.org/10.1177/0891243218801523 ↩︎ 13. https://doi.org/10.1177/0018726715612901 ↩︎
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