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· Jul 8
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
i dont want anybody else but them
July 18, 2025 at 8:57 AM
i dont want anybody else but them
i literally suck at math, i dont even fucking know how coins work, im really weak, and im awkward. i'll never make it out in life when im like this, and ive been told that multiple times before already by different people, including family members.
July 18, 2025 at 8:45 AM
i literally suck at math, i dont even fucking know how coins work, im really weak, and im awkward. i'll never make it out in life when im like this, and ive been told that multiple times before already by different people, including family members.
especially a specific one. but either way i feel like people would care about me more if i was dead, i dont plan to kill myself any soon since well LOL im reaalllyyy young and i wanna live through some years obviously, plus i dont know what i'll do when im older, i have no job skills
and when i meet new people i get awkward and scared and i end up never knowing what to say, but i want friends i do. i wish i could go out with my real friends but i cant because my mom doesnt allow it, i never go outside. and with my online friends i feel like im a bother to them
i feel like i have nothing sometimes tbh, i mean i dont have my own special person and i rely on people a lot, but usually i dont have somebody to talk to, i mean i have my homegirl dani but sadly she cant always be online and besides that everybody else is busy with their own lives
July 18, 2025 at 8:43 AM
especially a specific one. but either way i feel like people would care about me more if i was dead, i dont plan to kill myself any soon since well LOL im reaalllyyy young and i wanna live through some years obviously, plus i dont know what i'll do when im older, i have no job skills
and when i meet new people i get awkward and scared and i end up never knowing what to say, but i want friends i do. i wish i could go out with my real friends but i cant because my mom doesnt allow it, i never go outside. and with my online friends i feel like im a bother to them
i feel like i have nothing sometimes tbh, i mean i dont have my own special person and i rely on people a lot, but usually i dont have somebody to talk to, i mean i have my homegirl dani but sadly she cant always be online and besides that everybody else is busy with their own lives
July 18, 2025 at 8:42 AM
and when i meet new people i get awkward and scared and i end up never knowing what to say, but i want friends i do. i wish i could go out with my real friends but i cant because my mom doesnt allow it, i never go outside. and with my online friends i feel like im a bother to them
i feel like i have nothing sometimes tbh, i mean i dont have my own special person and i rely on people a lot, but usually i dont have somebody to talk to, i mean i have my homegirl dani but sadly she cant always be online and besides that everybody else is busy with their own lives
July 18, 2025 at 8:41 AM
i feel like i have nothing sometimes tbh, i mean i dont have my own special person and i rely on people a lot, but usually i dont have somebody to talk to, i mean i have my homegirl dani but sadly she cant always be online and besides that everybody else is busy with their own lives
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why are you upset that i dont like you back romantically? why does everything have to be about dating , why cant it just be platonically?? whats so wrong with that. we just met, i cant like you immediately like that so just stop. why do you think i would anyway?? i barely know u, u barely know me.
July 13, 2025 at 8:53 PM
why are you upset that i dont like you back romantically? why does everything have to be about dating , why cant it just be platonically?? whats so wrong with that. we just met, i cant like you immediately like that so just stop. why do you think i would anyway?? i barely know u, u barely know me.
im not the right person for you
July 10, 2025 at 11:19 PM
im not the right person for you
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July 10, 2025 at 9:59 AM
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I see i have made
you sad & fucked us up somehow.
i will try... always... i will always
love you please know this....
love
me
I love
you I LOVE
YOU
you sad & fucked us up somehow.
i will try... always... i will always
love you please know this....
love
me
I love
you I LOVE
YOU
July 9, 2025 at 7:14 AM
I see i have made
you sad & fucked us up somehow.
i will try... always... i will always
love you please know this....
love
me
I love
you I LOVE
YOU
you sad & fucked us up somehow.
i will try... always... i will always
love you please know this....
love
me
I love
you I LOVE
YOU
I know its
him... everything
is true...
my love is
genuine
Love...
existence for
ever is the
happiness
that we have
achieved
w. each other
him... everything
is true...
my love is
genuine
Love...
existence for
ever is the
happiness
that we have
achieved
w. each other
July 9, 2025 at 7:13 AM
I know its
him... everything
is true...
my love is
genuine
Love...
existence for
ever is the
happiness
that we have
achieved
w. each other
him... everything
is true...
my love is
genuine
Love...
existence for
ever is the
happiness
that we have
achieved
w. each other
Love is more valuable than anything I know.
To love is to enter a completion of one's self. I hate those who choose to destroy a love, who take it for granted.
love is greater than life even. As i look for love, i feel i can't find it.
ever.
To love is to enter a completion of one's self. I hate those who choose to destroy a love, who take it for granted.
love is greater than life even. As i look for love, i feel i can't find it.
ever.
July 9, 2025 at 7:12 AM
Love is more valuable than anything I know.
To love is to enter a completion of one's self. I hate those who choose to destroy a love, who take it for granted.
love is greater than life even. As i look for love, i feel i can't find it.
ever.
To love is to enter a completion of one's self. I hate those who choose to destroy a love, who take it for granted.
love is greater than life even. As i look for love, i feel i can't find it.
ever.
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late at night, I get so disgusted with myself and feel so motivated to lose all the disgusting fat .. . I must keep this til morning and pray I won't lose it til the guilt on my bones is all gone
June 30, 2025 at 7:38 AM
late at night, I get so disgusted with myself and feel so motivated to lose all the disgusting fat .. . I must keep this til morning and pray I won't lose it til the guilt on my bones is all gone
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it seems nearly everyday I wake up with no motivation to be a person. so I think eh what's the point in trying anymore
June 25, 2025 at 2:39 AM
it seems nearly everyday I wake up with no motivation to be a person. so I think eh what's the point in trying anymore
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I just wish I could call him.
something blocks me from calling him my human side is putting up a wall, to prevent me from calling him, like a few of "its" truth.
BS
I will overcome all fears, doubts, & zombie-based thoughts (oxymoron). I will follow our hearts, to the halcyon loving him. I love you
something blocks me from calling him my human side is putting up a wall, to prevent me from calling him, like a few of "its" truth.
BS
I will overcome all fears, doubts, & zombie-based thoughts (oxymoron). I will follow our hearts, to the halcyon loving him. I love you
i love him to infinince
i look back on my awareness journey, see the parts & sections of my understanding...
its almost done, yet it is never done, I love him,
he is my soulmate, my love, all the imaginative halcyons & pure existences I have with him (to me) are almost happiness..
i look back on my awareness journey, see the parts & sections of my understanding...
its almost done, yet it is never done, I love him,
he is my soulmate, my love, all the imaginative halcyons & pure existences I have with him (to me) are almost happiness..
July 9, 2025 at 7:09 AM
I just wish I could call him.
something blocks me from calling him my human side is putting up a wall, to prevent me from calling him, like a few of "its" truth.
BS
I will overcome all fears, doubts, & zombie-based thoughts (oxymoron). I will follow our hearts, to the halcyon loving him. I love you
something blocks me from calling him my human side is putting up a wall, to prevent me from calling him, like a few of "its" truth.
BS
I will overcome all fears, doubts, & zombie-based thoughts (oxymoron). I will follow our hearts, to the halcyon loving him. I love you