Nobody, but with periwinkle hair
@redrumxnoir.bsky.social
i guess it’s time to quit
September 24, 2025 at 4:17 PM
i guess it’s time to quit
Whenever I see a white boy in too many women of color spaces, I’ll block him.
Bc I’ll be damned if a white boy mistakenly thinks im a part of his potential roster.
you better go find a white girl named Emily and pull that shit on her lmao
Bc I’ll be damned if a white boy mistakenly thinks im a part of his potential roster.
you better go find a white girl named Emily and pull that shit on her lmao
September 14, 2025 at 11:46 AM
Whenever I see a white boy in too many women of color spaces, I’ll block him.
Bc I’ll be damned if a white boy mistakenly thinks im a part of his potential roster.
you better go find a white girl named Emily and pull that shit on her lmao
Bc I’ll be damned if a white boy mistakenly thinks im a part of his potential roster.
you better go find a white girl named Emily and pull that shit on her lmao
im so irritable and in pain I could probably lift a car and throw it across Lake Michigan rn
i do not want to be perceived in any way
i do not want to be perceived in any way
September 11, 2025 at 9:14 PM
im so irritable and in pain I could probably lift a car and throw it across Lake Michigan rn
i do not want to be perceived in any way
i do not want to be perceived in any way
I feel the urge to both spontaneously combust and to self implode
can’t decide if outward or inward is best to explode
I think it’s been inward enough for the last few years tbh
maybe it’s time to blow my life up in a way that makes it good or at least different
can’t decide if outward or inward is best to explode
I think it’s been inward enough for the last few years tbh
maybe it’s time to blow my life up in a way that makes it good or at least different
August 30, 2025 at 12:10 PM
I feel the urge to both spontaneously combust and to self implode
can’t decide if outward or inward is best to explode
I think it’s been inward enough for the last few years tbh
maybe it’s time to blow my life up in a way that makes it good or at least different
can’t decide if outward or inward is best to explode
I think it’s been inward enough for the last few years tbh
maybe it’s time to blow my life up in a way that makes it good or at least different
me: I think im gonna just go see a movie I wanna see when I get paid, get out of the house, maybe eat something I don’t usually get to. I would like to live a life.
The universe: fuck no, and actually fuck YOU you’re not getting paid.
I hate you, I hope you cry about it 🫶🏼
Me: …..😢
The universe: fuck no, and actually fuck YOU you’re not getting paid.
I hate you, I hope you cry about it 🫶🏼
Me: …..😢
August 19, 2025 at 7:06 PM
me: I think im gonna just go see a movie I wanna see when I get paid, get out of the house, maybe eat something I don’t usually get to. I would like to live a life.
The universe: fuck no, and actually fuck YOU you’re not getting paid.
I hate you, I hope you cry about it 🫶🏼
Me: …..😢
The universe: fuck no, and actually fuck YOU you’re not getting paid.
I hate you, I hope you cry about it 🫶🏼
Me: …..😢
I slept a combined 16 hours yesterday 🥹
why do I feel like a nap would be perfect rn
I can’t do that til at least 6 bc I have dinner to cook and I won’t if I fall asleep before then lmao
when my laundry is done ima take a shower and try to fix my hair
why do I feel like a nap would be perfect rn
I can’t do that til at least 6 bc I have dinner to cook and I won’t if I fall asleep before then lmao
when my laundry is done ima take a shower and try to fix my hair
August 9, 2025 at 5:28 PM
I slept a combined 16 hours yesterday 🥹
why do I feel like a nap would be perfect rn
I can’t do that til at least 6 bc I have dinner to cook and I won’t if I fall asleep before then lmao
when my laundry is done ima take a shower and try to fix my hair
why do I feel like a nap would be perfect rn
I can’t do that til at least 6 bc I have dinner to cook and I won’t if I fall asleep before then lmao
when my laundry is done ima take a shower and try to fix my hair
when you surpass hunger and go to I Am Evil Now-
August 4, 2025 at 7:03 AM
when you surpass hunger and go to I Am Evil Now-
at this point a requirement to date me is to fund my shoe addiction
Budget $200 a month for me to get some shoes and I’ll suck it from the back twice a day tf
Budget $200 a month for me to get some shoes and I’ll suck it from the back twice a day tf
July 29, 2025 at 10:50 AM
at this point a requirement to date me is to fund my shoe addiction
Budget $200 a month for me to get some shoes and I’ll suck it from the back twice a day tf
Budget $200 a month for me to get some shoes and I’ll suck it from the back twice a day tf
I can’t do anything right.
I literally can’t even play my stupid hello kitty game the right way.
I do not want to be alive any longer.
not worth it
I literally can’t even play my stupid hello kitty game the right way.
I do not want to be alive any longer.
not worth it
July 20, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I can’t do anything right.
I literally can’t even play my stupid hello kitty game the right way.
I do not want to be alive any longer.
not worth it
I literally can’t even play my stupid hello kitty game the right way.
I do not want to be alive any longer.
not worth it
something inside of me is so completely dead right now it feels like i might follow it.
why does grief feel like dying
why does grief feel like dying
July 20, 2025 at 10:44 PM
something inside of me is so completely dead right now it feels like i might follow it.
why does grief feel like dying
why does grief feel like dying
my stomach is killing me right now
im trapped in the bathroom with no air movement, sweating my butt cheeks off the toilet seat, having some of the worst tummy troubles I’ve had in months
why now
why right now
why not when I was in the bathroom that has an air conditioner in it
why
im trapped in the bathroom with no air movement, sweating my butt cheeks off the toilet seat, having some of the worst tummy troubles I’ve had in months
why now
why right now
why not when I was in the bathroom that has an air conditioner in it
why
July 17, 2025 at 9:51 PM
my stomach is killing me right now
im trapped in the bathroom with no air movement, sweating my butt cheeks off the toilet seat, having some of the worst tummy troubles I’ve had in months
why now
why right now
why not when I was in the bathroom that has an air conditioner in it
why
im trapped in the bathroom with no air movement, sweating my butt cheeks off the toilet seat, having some of the worst tummy troubles I’ve had in months
why now
why right now
why not when I was in the bathroom that has an air conditioner in it
why
grief is so foreign to me.
I haven’t had anyone in my immediate family (like, the ones I regularly engage with) die before, so this is really fucking with me on a level I didn’t know existed yet.
I am so sad, for my mom, and for all the grandkids that don’t have their papa anymore.
I haven’t had anyone in my immediate family (like, the ones I regularly engage with) die before, so this is really fucking with me on a level I didn’t know existed yet.
I am so sad, for my mom, and for all the grandkids that don’t have their papa anymore.
June 23, 2025 at 1:22 PM
grief is so foreign to me.
I haven’t had anyone in my immediate family (like, the ones I regularly engage with) die before, so this is really fucking with me on a level I didn’t know existed yet.
I am so sad, for my mom, and for all the grandkids that don’t have their papa anymore.
I haven’t had anyone in my immediate family (like, the ones I regularly engage with) die before, so this is really fucking with me on a level I didn’t know existed yet.
I am so sad, for my mom, and for all the grandkids that don’t have their papa anymore.
my tummy hurts
June 19, 2025 at 4:21 PM
my tummy hurts
desperately craving a shoulder rub and a handful of genuine care to be shown to me physically, like rubbing the rest of my back or my neck
everything hurts and Tylenol isn’t making a dent in it
everything hurts and Tylenol isn’t making a dent in it
June 4, 2025 at 6:19 AM
desperately craving a shoulder rub and a handful of genuine care to be shown to me physically, like rubbing the rest of my back or my neck
everything hurts and Tylenol isn’t making a dent in it
everything hurts and Tylenol isn’t making a dent in it
ok ima order these loop bands
if i don’t have the body i want by the end of the year im getting that mf done next year bc i have had about enough of not having an ass to speak of
if i don’t have the body i want by the end of the year im getting that mf done next year bc i have had about enough of not having an ass to speak of
May 29, 2025 at 3:51 PM
ok ima order these loop bands
if i don’t have the body i want by the end of the year im getting that mf done next year bc i have had about enough of not having an ass to speak of
if i don’t have the body i want by the end of the year im getting that mf done next year bc i have had about enough of not having an ass to speak of
feels like im long overdue for a crash out tbh bc nothing is inherently wrong at this time and yet I want to crash out into oblivion
something is in the air and idk what it is bc I’ve never felt it before
are y’all about to revolt???
Lmk so I can take my PTO
something is in the air and idk what it is bc I’ve never felt it before
are y’all about to revolt???
Lmk so I can take my PTO
May 23, 2025 at 5:25 PM
feels like im long overdue for a crash out tbh bc nothing is inherently wrong at this time and yet I want to crash out into oblivion
something is in the air and idk what it is bc I’ve never felt it before
are y’all about to revolt???
Lmk so I can take my PTO
something is in the air and idk what it is bc I’ve never felt it before
are y’all about to revolt???
Lmk so I can take my PTO
sometimes I think I was put here to punish others by my existence and then other times I think I was put here to punish my own existence 😀
May 22, 2025 at 10:40 PM
sometimes I think I was put here to punish others by my existence and then other times I think I was put here to punish my own existence 😀
curse my thirst for knowledge that does not help me in any way
May 20, 2025 at 10:57 PM
curse my thirst for knowledge that does not help me in any way
i am sleepy already and I have two and a half hours to go 🥹
wake up babes
wake up babes
May 15, 2025 at 8:19 AM
i am sleepy already and I have two and a half hours to go 🥹
wake up babes
wake up babes
im trying to stay grounded but i think I’d rather be six feet.
May 13, 2025 at 2:50 PM
im trying to stay grounded but i think I’d rather be six feet.
anyway I was today years old when I found out Pete wentz is white passing
so there’s that
so there’s that
May 13, 2025 at 7:18 AM
anyway I was today years old when I found out Pete wentz is white passing
so there’s that
so there’s that
i will never understand yalls necessity for sex and it makes me feel subhuman bc i am just as human as y’all in most aspects but then y’all stay wanting to fuck something and it makes me question if im wrong or if y’all are
May 13, 2025 at 1:16 AM
i will never understand yalls necessity for sex and it makes me feel subhuman bc i am just as human as y’all in most aspects but then y’all stay wanting to fuck something and it makes me question if im wrong or if y’all are
one day somebody besides my family might try to love me and it’s going to devastate me so much to have to block them out of my existence because im too far gone to be loved past a basic human kindness type of love for humanity as a whole.
May 12, 2025 at 12:07 PM
one day somebody besides my family might try to love me and it’s going to devastate me so much to have to block them out of my existence because im too far gone to be loved past a basic human kindness type of love for humanity as a whole.
my period decided to start today when I woke up way too early for work tonight
i feel like i got hit by six buses and an amberlamps with the sirens on.
fuck.
i feel like i got hit by six buses and an amberlamps with the sirens on.
fuck.
May 10, 2025 at 8:50 PM
my period decided to start today when I woke up way too early for work tonight
i feel like i got hit by six buses and an amberlamps with the sirens on.
fuck.
i feel like i got hit by six buses and an amberlamps with the sirens on.
fuck.
to the cashier who noticed I was not okay and offered me a hug and actually gave me one, just know you mean the world to me.
I cried the whole way home, because someone finally saw me.
thank you for seeing me
I cried the whole way home, because someone finally saw me.
thank you for seeing me
May 7, 2025 at 10:33 PM
to the cashier who noticed I was not okay and offered me a hug and actually gave me one, just know you mean the world to me.
I cried the whole way home, because someone finally saw me.
thank you for seeing me
I cried the whole way home, because someone finally saw me.
thank you for seeing me