Gay

I didn't make a lot of right choices. I ran away from most places on the Internet, left a lot of the places that could have helped me get out of where I was. Had to admit in tears that it almost killed me. I dunno, I always hoped in the end he got away, because I wanted to.

I think I subconsciously put a lot of my own dilemma into him when I was trying to write his story, "can you get out of the 'quicksand' when you've been beaten so far into it that you're already suffocating by the time you realize." Maybe it wasn't 1:1, but still.

Oop