And for anyone who wants to say I’m framing things in my favor, I will happily show you the DM’s from male creators, telling me in private they believed I’d been wronged, while refusing to speak up about it in public. I was told repeatedly by my male peers to keep quiet about the lies said about me.

I lie about my abusers. I lie about my mental health for sympathy. I have a victim mentality. That’s what they said me after it was perceived I had no more clout. They all disappeared into the mist after that. But they were happy to use me, use my talent, and use my name before I fell out of favor.

But I’m just some manipulative Karen, right? Nothing I say is true, because all women deserve to be believed except for the loud ones. My rage doesn’t come from a valid place like yours does. My hardships don’t matter. I should just suck it up, get over it.

I hate. I hate it with a burning passion. This is a song about Pete Townshend stumbling through a drunken night in London and yelling curse words at memebers of The Clash. How did we get to “family friendly big box capitalism Christmas song?”

I’m not afraid of you either, Ed. If you can say these things to me in private, you shouldn’t be angry about them being public. Stop stalking my accounts. And have fun wasting your money.

This is why I am no longer part of the #audiodrama community. Because this is the kind of person the people accusing me of harassment have aligned themselves with.